"What is it?" she faltered. "What have I done?"
With an immense effort he seemed to recover himself.
"Nothing," he returned harshly. "Only reminded me that a man is a double
fool who tempts Providence a second time."
Ann quivered as though he had struck her.
"I--I don't understand," she said, her voice hardly; more than a mere
thread of sound.
He gave a short laugh.
"Don't you? Will you understand if I tell you this--that I'm shut out from
the 'happy garden' by the gates of memory, now and always."
She made no answer. For the moment she was physically unable to reply.
But she understood--oh, yes, she understood quite well. He had repented
that short, poignantly sweet moment of last night, repudiated all that it
implied. He did not trust her--did not believe in her! And he was telling
her in just so many words.
The revulsion of feeling left her stunned and dazed. She had been so
entirely happy--had already given herself in spirit in response to his
unspoken demand, and now with a single roughly uttered phrase he had closed
the gates--those unyielding gates of memory--and thrust her outside.
And then her pride came to her aid. He should never know--never guess--how
he had hurt her. With the pluck that is born of race, she smiled at him
quite naturally.
"Well, you needn't have closed your gates so hard on my wee bit of
heliotrope! Look, you've crushed it completely!" She pointed to where it
lay, broken and bruised, between them.
He picked it up, and tossed it aside--a poor little corpse of heliotrope.
"I'll get you another piece," he said shortly.
"No, no!" she checked him, laughing. "We shall have that alarming-looking
gardener on our track if we steal any more! Mr. Tempest says he doesn't
even allow him to pick his own flowers. Let's join the others, and escape
from the wrath to come."
It was pluckily done, and when they rejoined the rest of the party few
would have suspected from her insouciant manner that she and Eliot Coventry
had been engaged upon anything more heart-searching than a botanical
discussion.
But that night Ann lay wakeful until the pale streamers of dawn fanned out
across the sky, while Eliot Coventry, pacing restlessly to and fro in his
silent study, gibed at himself with a savage irony because, though he had
successfully steeled himself to meet, unmoved, the woman who had violated
all his trust in her, a whiff of the sweet, heady scent of heliotrope had
flooded his whole being with a resurgent bitterness so deep and so
indomitable that it had utterly submerged his dawning faith.
CHAPTER XVIII
A BATTLE OF WILLS
One man sows and another reaps, and sometimes the harvest is a curiously
unexpected one for the reaper. Coventry had sown harshness and distrust,
and Brett reaped a harvest of kindness and favour in the quarter where he
least anticipated it.
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