"While I can believe no other. In fact"--heavily--"your poor little sin
shows white as driven snow beside--hers."
"You're wrong. I'm sure you're wrong," insisted Cara. "I don't know why
you believe what you do--nor all that you believe. I don't ask to know. It
wouldn't make any difference if you told me. I know Ann. And however black
things looked against her, nothing would ever make me believe she was
anything but dead straight."
"Most touching faith!" jeered Eliot. "Unfortunately, I have a preference in
favour of believing the evidence of my own senses."
She drew nearer to him, her hands pressed tightly together.
"Eliot, you're deliberately going to throw away your happiness if you
distrust Ann," she urged, beseechingly, "I've told you, she's not like me.
She's different."
"She's no better and no worse than other women, I suppose," he returned
implacably. "Ready to take whatever goods the gods provide--and then go on
to the next."
Cara turned aside in despair. She could not tell--could not guess--what had
happened. She only knew that the man whose happiness meant more to her than
her own, and the woman she had learned to love as a friend, had somehow
come to irretrievable misunderstanding and disaster. At last she turned
back again to Eliot.
"Would you have believed this of her--whatever it is you do believe--if it
had not been for me?"
He reflected a moment.
"Perhaps not," he said.
She uttered a cry that was half a sob. So the price of that one terrible
mistake she had made was not yet paid! Fate would go on exacting the
penalty for ever--first the destruction of her own happiness, then that of
Eliot and of Ann. All must be hurled into the bottomless well of expiation.
There was no forgiveness of sins.
It was useless to plead with Eliot--to reason with him. It was she herself
who had poisoned the very springs of life for him, and now she was
powerless to cleanse them. With a gesture of utter hopelessness she turned
and left him, and made her way despondently homeward through the gathering
dusk.
She reached the Priory just in time to encounter Robin coming out of the
gates. He sprang off his horse and greeted her delightedly.
"I came over to bring you a brace of pheasants," he explained. "As you were
out, I deposited them in the care of your parlourmaid."
Cara thanked him cordially, and then, as he still lingered, she added:
"Won't you turn back and come in for a cup of tea? Have you time?"
"I should think I have!" The mercurial rise in Robin's spirits betrayed
itself in the tones of his voice. "I was hoping for an invitation to
tea--so you can imagine my disappointment when I found that you weren't
home."
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