Dan realized at once that if he could be, in Lennox's eyes, one fifth of
the man his grandfather had been, he would never have to fear again the
look of disappointment with which his host had greeted him at the
station. But instead of reaching that high place, he had only--death. He
was never to be one of this strong breed from which his people sprang.
Always they would accept him for the memories that they held of his
ancestors, pity him for his weakness, and possibly be kind enough to
deplore his death. He never need fear any actual expressions of scorn.
Lennox had a natural refinement that forbade it. Dan never knew a more
intense desire than that to make good in the eyes of these mountain men.
Far back, they had been his own people; and all men know that the
upholding of a family's name and honor has been one of the greatest
impulses for good conduct and great deeds since the beginnings of
civilization. But Dan pushed the hope out of his mind at once. He knew
what his destiny was in these quiet hills. And it was true that he began
to have secret regrets that he had come. But it wasn't that he was
disappointed in the land that was opening up before him. It fulfilled
every promise. His sole reason for regrets lay in the fact that now the
whole mountain world would know of the decay that had come upon his
people. Perhaps it would have been better to have left them to their
traditions.
He had never dreamed that the fame of his grandfather had spread so far.
For the first ten miles, Dan listened to stories,--legends of a cold
nerve that simply could not be shaken; of a powerful, tireless physique;
of moral and physical strength that was seemingly without limit. Then,
as the foothills began to give way to the higher ridges, and the shadow
of the deeper forests fell upon the narrow, brown road, there began to
be long gaps in the talk. And soon they rode in utter silence, evidently
both of them absorbed in their own thoughts.
Dan did not wonder at it at all. Perhaps he began to faintly understand
the reason for the silence and the reticence that is such a predominant
trait in the forest men. There is a quality in the big timber that
doesn't make for conversation, and no one has ever been completely
successful in explaining what it is. Perhaps there is a feeling of
insignificance, a sensation that is particularly insistent in the winter
snows. No man can feel like talking very loudly when he is the only
living creature within endless miles. The trees, towering and old, seem
to ignore him as a being too unimportant to notice. And besides, the
silence of the forest itself seems to get into the spirit, and the
great, quiet spaces that lie between tree and tree simply dry up the
springs of conversation. Dan did not feel oppressed at all. He merely
seemed to fall into the spirit of the woods, and no words came to his
lips. He began to watch the ever-changing vista that the curving road
revealed.
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