“Separately they are amusing enough,” he said, slowly, “but they do not
mingle. I have an immense respect for Joseph P. Mangles.”
“So has my father,” put in Wanda, rather significantly.
“Ah! that is why you asked them. Your father knows that in a young
country events move by jerks--that the man who is nobody to-day may be
somebody to-morrow. The mammon of unrighteousness, Wanda.”
“Yes.”
“And you are above that sort of thing.”
“I am not above anything that they deem necessary for the good of
Poland,” she answered, gravely. “They give everything. I have not much
to give, you see.”
“I suppose you have what every woman has--to sacrifice upon some altar
or another--your happiness!”
Wanda shrugged her shoulders and said nothing. She glanced across at
him. He knew something. But he had learned nothing from Cartoner. Of
that, at least, she was sure.
“Happiness, or a hope of happiness,” he went on, reflectively. “Perhaps
one is as valuable as the other. Perhaps they are the same thing. If
you gain a happiness you lose a hope, remember that. It is not always
remembered by women, and very seldom by men.”
“Is it so precious? It is common enough, at all events.”
“What is common enough?” he asked, absent-mindedly.
“Hope.”
“Hope! connais pas!” he exclaimed, with a sudden laugh. “You must ask
some one who knows more about it. I am a man of sorrow, Wanda; that is
why I am so gay.”
And his laugh was indeed light-hearted enough.
“The rain makes one feel lonely, that is all,” he went on, as if seeking
to explain his own humor. “Rain and cold and half a dozen drawbacks to
existence lose their terrors if one has an in-door life to turn to and a
fire to sit by. That is why I am here.”
And he drew his chair nearer to the burning logs. Wanda now knew that he
had something to tell her--that he had come for no other purpose. And,
that he should be delicate and careful in his approach, told her that it
was of Cartoner he had come to speak. While the delicacy and care showed
her that he had guessed something, it also opened up a new side to his
character. For the susceptibilities of men and women who have passed
middle age are usually dull, and often quite dead, to the sensitiveness
of younger hearts. It almost seemed that he divined that Wanda's heart
was sensitive and sore, like an exposed nerve, though she showed the
world a quiet face, such as the Bukatys had always shown through as long
and grim a family history as the world has known.
“Do you not feel lonely in this great room?” he asked, looking round at
the bare walls, which still showed the dim marks left by the portraits
that had gone to grace an imperial gallery.
“No, I think not,” answered Wanda. She followed his glance round the
room, wondering, perhaps, if the rest of her life was to be weighed
down by the sense of loneliness which had come over her that day for the
first time.
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