The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
She now steadily went on, opened the door, and left the room, though
Ellis, mournfully following her, called out: Ah, Madam!--ah, Mrs
Howel!--if ever you know more of me--which, at least, is not
impossible,--you will look back to this period with no pleasure!--or
with pleasure only to that part of it, in which you received me at your
house with politeness, hospitality, and kindness!'
Mrs Howel was not of a nature to relent in what she felt, or to retract
from what she said: the distress, therefore, of Ellis, produced not the
smallest effect upon her; and, with her head stiffly erect, and her
countenance as unmoved as her heart, she descended the stairs, and
issued, aloud, her commands that the horses should immediately be put to
the chaise.
Ellis shut herself in her room, almost overpowered by the shock of this
attack, so utterly unexpected, from a lady in whose character the
leading feature seemed politeness, and who always appeared to hold that
quality to be pre-eminent to all others. But the experience of Ellis had
not yet taught her, how distinct is the politeness of manner, formed by
the habits of high life, to that which springs spontaneously from
benevolence of mind. The first, the product of studied combinations, is
laid aside, like whatever is factitious, where there is no object for
acting a part: the second, the child of sympathy, instructs us how to
treat others, by suggesting the treatment we desire for ourselves; and
this, as its feelings are personal, though its exertions are external,
demands no effort, waits no call, and is never failingly at hand.
The gloomy sadness of Ellis was soon interrupted, by enquiries that
reached her from the hall, whether the trunks of Lady Aurora were ready.
Is she so nearly gone? Ellis cried; Ah! when may I see her again?--To
the hall, to wait in the hall, she longed to go herself, to catch a last
view, and to snatch, if possible, a kind parting word; but the
tremendous Mrs Howel!--she shrunk from the idea of ever seeing her
again.
Soon afterwards, she heard the carriages drive up to the house. She now
went to the window, to behold, at least, the loved form of Lady Aurora
as she mounted the chaise. Perhaps, too, she might turn round, and look
up. Fixt here, she was inattentive to the opening of her own room-door,
concluding that the house-maid came to arrange her fire, till a soft
voice gently articulated: 'Miss Ellis!' She hastily looked round: it was
Lady Aurora; who had entered, who had shut herself in, and who, while
one hand covered her eyes, held out the other, in an attitude of the
most inviting affection.
Ellis flew to seize it, with joy inexpressible, indescribable, and would
have pressed it to her lips; but Lady Aurora, flinging both her arms
round the neck of her new friend, fell upon her bosom, and wept,
saying, 'You are not, then, angry, though I, too, must have seemed to
behave to you so cruelly?'
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