The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
'Angry?' repeated Ellis, sobbing from the suddenness of a delight which
broke into a sorrow nearly hopeless; 'O Lady Aurora! if you could know
how I prize your regard! your goodness!--what a balm it is to every evil
I now experience, your gentle and generous heart would be recompensed
for all the concern I occasion it, by the pleasure of doing so much
good!'
'You can still, then, love me, my Miss Ellis?'
'Ah, Lady Aurora! if I dared say how much!--but, alas, in my helpless
situation, the horror of being suspected of flattery--'
'What you will not say, then,' cried Lady Aurora, smiling, 'will you
prove?'
'Will I?--Alas, that I could!'
'Will you let me take a liberty with you, and promise not to be
offended?'
She put a letter into her hand, which Ellis fondly kissed, and lodged
near her heart.
The words 'Where is Lady Aurora?' now sounded from the staircase.
'I must stay,' she said, 'no longer! Adieu, dear Miss Ellis! Think of me
sometimes--for I shall think of you unceasingly!'
'Ah, Lady Aurora!' cried Ellis, clinging to her, 'shall I see you, then,
no more? And is this a last leave-taking?'
'O, far from it, far, far, I hope!' said Lady Aurora: 'if I thought that
we should meet no more, it would be impossible for me to tell you how
unhappy this moment would make me!'
'Where is Lady Aurora?' would again have hurried her away; but Ellis,
still holding by her, cried, 'One moment! one moment!--I have not, then,
lost your good opinion? Oh! if that wavers, my firmness wavers too! and
I must unfold--at all risks--my unhappy situation!'
'Not for the world! not for the world!' cried Lady Aurora, earnestly: 'I
could not bear to seem to have any doubt to remove, when I have none,
none, of your perfect innocence, goodness, excellence!'
Overpowered with grateful joy, 'Angelic Lady Aurora!' was all that Ellis
could utter, while tears rolled fast down her cheeks; and she tenderly,
yet fervently, kissed the hand of the resisting Lady Aurora, who,
extremely affected, leant upon her bosom, till she was startled by again
hearing her name from without. 'Go, then, amiable Lady Aurora!' Ellis
cried; 'I will no longer detain you! Go!--happy in the happiness that
your sweetness, your humanity, your kindness bestow! I will dwell
continually, upon their recollection; I will say to myself, Lady Aurora
believes me innocent, though she sees me forlorn; she will not think me
unworthy, though she knows me to be unprotected; she will not conclude
me to be an adventurer, though I dare not tell her even my name!'
'Do not talk thus, my dear, dear Miss Ellis! Oh! if I were my own
mistress--with what delight I should supplicate you to live with me
entirely! to let us share between us all that we possess; to read
together, study our musick together, and never, never to part!'
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