The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
'I easily conceive, that it is not such a one as you would have given!
but there is a dangerous singularity in the character of Miss Joddrel,
that makes her prone to devote herself to whatever is new, wild, or
uncommon. Even now, perhaps, she conceives that she is the champion of
her sex, in shewing it the road,--a dangerous road!--to a new walk in
life. Yet,--these eccentricities set apart,--how rare are her qualities!
how powerful is her mind! how sportive her fancy! and how noble is her
superiority to every species of art or artifice!'
'Yet, with all this,' said Ellis, looking at him expressively, 'with all
this....' she knew not how to proceed; but he saw her meaning. 'With all
this,' he said, 'you are surprised, perhaps, that I should look for
other qualities, other virtues in her whom I should aspire to make the
companion of my life? I beseech you, however, to believe, that neither
insolence nor ingratitude makes me insensible to her worth; but, though
it often meets my admiration, sometimes my esteem, and always my good
will and regard, it is not of a texture to create that sympathy without
which even friendship is cold. I have, indeed ... till now....'
He paused.
'Poor, poor, Miss Joddrel!' exclaimed Ellis, 'If you could but have
heard,--or if I knew but how to repeat, even the millionenth part of
what she thinks of you!--of the respect with which she is ready to yield
to your opinions; of the enthusiasm with which she honours your
character; of the devotion with which she nearly worships you--'
She stopt short, ashamed; and as fearful that she had been now too
urgent, as before that she had been too cold.
Harleigh heard her with considerable emotion. 'I hope,' he said, 'your
feelings, like those of most minds gifted with strong sensibility, have
taken the pencil, in this portrait, from your cooler judgment? I should
be grieved, indeed, to suppose--but what can a man suppose, what say,
upon a subject so delicate that may not appear offensive? Suffer me,
therefore, to drop it; and have the goodness to let that same
sensibility operate in terminating, in such a manner as may be least
shocking to her, all view, and all thought, that I ever could, or ever
can, entertain the most distant project of supplanting my brother.'
'Will you not, at least, speak to her yourself?'
'I had far rather speak to you!--Yet certainly yes, if she desire it.'
'Give me leave, then, to say,' cried Ellis, moving towards the bedroom
door, 'that you request an audience.'
'By no means! I merely do not object to it. You may easily conceive what
pain I shall be spared, if it may be evaded. All I request, is a few
moments with you! Hastily, therefore, let me ask, is your plan decided?'
'To the best of my power,--of my ideas, rather,--yes. But, indeed, I
must not thus abandon my charge!'
'And will you not let me enquire what it is?'
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