The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
'There is one thing, only, in which I have any hope that my exertions
may turn to account; I wish to offer myself as a governess to some young
lady, or ladies.'
'I beseech you,' cried he, with sudden fervour, 'to confide to me the
nature of your situation! I know well I have no claim; I seem to have
even no pretext for such a request; yet there are sometimes
circumstances that not only excuse, but imperiously demand extraordinary
measures: perhaps mine, at this moment, are of that sort! perhaps I am
at a loss what step to take, till I know to whom I address myself!'
'O Sir!' cried Ellis, holding up her hands in act of supplication, 'you
will be heard!'
Harleigh, conscious that he had been off all guard, silenced himself
immediately, and walked hastily to the window.
Ellis knew not whether to retire, at once, to her own room; or to
venture into that of Elinor; or to require any further answer. This
last, however, Harleigh seemed in no state to give: he leant his
forehead upon his hand, and remained wrapt in thought.
Ellis, struck by a manner which shewed that he felt, and apparently,
repented the possible meaning that his last words might convey, was now
as much ashamed for herself as for Elinor; and not wishing to meet his
eyes, glided softly back to her chamber.
Here, whatever might be the fulness of her mind, she was not allowed an
instant for reflection: Elinor followed her immediately.
She shut the door, and walked closely up to her. Elinor feared to behold
her; yet saw, by a glance, that her eyes were sparkling, and that her
face was dressed in smiles. 'This is a glorious day for me!' she cried;
''tis the pride of my life to have brought such a one into the history
of my existence!'
Ellis officiously got her a chair; arranged the fire; examined if the
windows were well closed; and sought any occupation, to postpone the
moment of speaking to, or looking at her.
She was not offended; she did not appear to be hurried; she seemed
enchanted with her own ideas; yet she had a strangeness in her manner
that Ellis thought extremely alarming.
'Well,' she cried, when she had taken her seat, and saw that Ellis could
find no further pretext for employing herself in the little apartment;
'what garb do you bring me? How am I to be arrayed?'
Ellis begged to know what she meant.
'Is it a wedding-garment?' replied she, gaily; 'or ...' abruptly
changing her tone into a deep hoarse whisper, 'a shroud?'
Ellis, shuddering, durst not answer. Elinor, catching her hand said,
'Don't be frightened! I am at this moment equal to whatever may be my
destiny: I am at a point of elevation, that makes my fate nearly
indifferent to me. Speak, therefore! but only to the fact. I have
neither time nor humour for narratory delays. I tried to hear you; but
you both talked so whisperingly, that I could not make out a sentence.'
'Indeed, Miss Joddrel,' said Ellis, trembling violently, 'Mr Harleigh's
regard--his affection--'
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