The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
'You would have me again defer it?' he repeated, with a vivacity he
tried still more, though vainly, to subdue than to disguise.
The word again did not make the cheeks of Ellis paler; but she answered,
with eagerness, 'Yes, for the same purpose and same person!--I am forced
to speak explicitly--and abruptly. Indeed, Sir, you know not, you
conceive not, the dreadfully alarming state of her nerves, nor the
violence of her attachment.--You could scarcely else--' she stopt, for
he changed colour and looked hurt: she saw he comprehended that she
meant to add, you could scarcely else resist her: she finished,
therefore, her phrase, by 'scarcely else plan leaving her, till you saw
her more composed, and more reconciled to herself, and to the world.'
'You may imagine,' said he, pensively, 'it is any thing rather than my
inclination that carries me hence ... but I greatly fear 'tis the only
prudent measure I can pursue.'
'You can best judge by seeing her,' said Ellis: 'her situation is truly
deplorable. Her faculties are all disordered; her very intellects, I
fear, are shaken; and there is no misfortune, no horrour, which her
desperation, if not softened, does not menace.'
Harleigh now seemed awakened to sudden alarm, and deep concern; and
Ellis painfully, with encreasing embarrassment, from encreasing
consciousness, added, 'You will do, I am sure, what is possible to
snatch her from despair!' and then returned to the house: satisfied that
her meaning was perfectly comprehended, by the excess of consternation
into which it obviously cast Harleigh.
CHAPTER XVIII
Comforted, at least, for Elinor, whose situation in being known, seemed
to lose its greatest danger, Ellis, with less oppression upon her
spirits, returned to the dressing-room.
Elinor was writing, and too intently occupied to heed the opening of the
door. The motion of her hand was so rapid, that her pen seemed rather to
skim over, than to touch her paper. Ellis gently approached her; but,
finding that she did not raise her head, ventured not even to announce
that her orders had been executed.
At length, her paper being filled, she looked up, and said, 'Well! is he
there?'
'I have delivered to him, Madam, your commands.'
'Then,' cried she, rising with an exulting air, 'the moment of my
triumph is come! Yes, Harleigh! if meanly I have offered you my person,
nobly, at least, I will consecrate to you my soul!'
Hastily rolling up what she had been writing, and putting it into a
desk, 'Ellis!' she added, 'Mark me well! should any accident betide me,
here will be found the last and unalterable codicil to my will. It is
signed, but not witnessed: it is not, however, of a nature to be
disputed; it is to desire only that Harleigh will take care that my
bones shall be buried in the same charnel-house, in which he orders the
interment of his own. All that remains, finally, of either of us, there,
at least, may meet!'
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