The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
'I thank you!' cried she, fervently, 'Harleigh, I thank you! This, at
least, is noble; this is treating me with distinction, this is honouring
me with trust. It abates the irritating tinglings of mortified pride; it
persuades me I am the victim of misfortune, not of contempt.'
Suddenly, then, turning to Ellis, whose eyes, during the whole scene,
had seemed rivetted to the floor, she expressively added, 'I ask not the
object!'
Harleigh breathed hard, yet kept his face in an opposite direction, and
endeavoured to look as if he did not understand her meaning. Ellis
commanded her features to remain unmoved; but her complexion was not
under the same controul: frequent blushes crossed her cheeks, which,
though they died away almost as soon as they were born, vanished only to
re-appear; evincing all the consciousness that she struggled to
suppress.
A pause ensued, to Harleigh unspeakably painful, and to Ellis
indescribably distressing; during which Elinor fell into a profound
reverie, from which, after a few minutes, wildly starting, 'Harleigh,'
she cried, 'is your wedding-day fixed?'
'My wedding-day?' he repeated, with a forced smile, 'Must not my wedding
itself be fixed first?'
'And it is not fixed?--Does it depend upon Ellis?'
He looked palpably disconcerted; while Ellis, hastily raising her head,
exclaimed, 'Upon me, Madam? no, indeed! I am completely and every way
out of the question.'
'Of you,' said Elinor, with severity, 'I mean not to make any enquiry!
You are an adept in the occult sciences; and such I venture not to
encounter. But you, Harleigh, will you, also, practise disguise? and
fall so in love with mystery, as to lose your nobler nature, in a blind,
infatuated admiration of the marvellous and obscure?'
Ellis resentfully reddened; but her cheeks were pale to those of
Harleigh. Neither of them, however, spoke; and Elinor continued.
'I cannot, Harleigh, be deceived, and I will not be trifled with. When
you came over to fetch me from France; when the fatal name of sister
gave me a right to interrogate you, I frankly asked the state of your
heart, and you unhesitatingly told me that it was wholly free. Since
that period, whom have you seen, whom noticed, except Ellis! Ellis!
Ellis! From the first moment that you have beheld her, she has seemed
the mistress of your destiny, the arbitress of your will. My boon, then,
Harleigh, my boon! without a moment's further delay! Appease the raging
ferment in my veins; clear away every surmize; and generously, honestly
say 'tis Ellis!--or it is another, and not Ellis, I prefer to you!'
'Elinor! Elinor!' cried Harleigh, in a universal tremour, 'it is I that
you will make mad!' while Ellis, not daring to draw upon herself, again,
the rebuke which might follow a single declaiming word, rose, and
turning from them both, stood facing the window.
'It is surely then Ellis! what you will not, Harleigh, avow, is
precisely what you proclaim--it is surely Ellis!'
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