The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
The astonished Harleigh, who, hitherto, had rigorously avoided meeting
the eyes of Ellis, now turned towards her, with an expression in which
all that was not surprise was resentment; while Elinor, seeming suddenly
suspended, faintly pronounced, 'Ellis--deluding Ellis!--what is it you
say?'
'I am no deluder!' cried Ellis, yet more eagerly: 'Rely, rely upon my
plighted honour!'
Harleigh now looked utterly confounded; but Ellis only saw, and seemed
only to breathe for Elinor, who recovering, as if by miracle, her
complexion, her voice, and the brightness of her eyes, rapturously
exclaimed, 'Oh Harleigh!--Is there, then, sympathy in our fate? Do you,
too, love in vain?'--And, from a change of emotion, too sudden and too
mighty for the shattered state of her nerves, she sunk senseless upon
the floor.
The motive to the strange protestations of Ellis was now apparent: a
poniard dropt from the hand of Elinor as she fell, of which, while she
spoke her farewell, Ellis had caught a glance.
Harleigh seemed himself to require the aid that he was called upon to
bestow. He looked at Elinor with a mixture of compassion and horrour,
and, taking possession of the poniard, 'Unhappy Elinor!' he cried, 'into
what a chaos of errour and of crime have these fatal new systems
bewildered thee!'
The revival of Elinor was almost immediate; and though, at first, she
seemed to have lost the remembrance of what had happened, the sight of
Ellis and Harleigh soon brought it back. She looked from one to the
other, as if searching her destiny; and then, with quick impatience,
though somewhat checked by shame, cried, 'Ellis! have you not mocked
me?'
Ellis, covered with blushes and confusion, addressing herself to
Harleigh, said, 'Pardon, Mr Harleigh, my seeming presumption, where no
option has been offered me; and where such an option is as wide from my
expectations as it would be from my desert. This terrible crisis must be
my apology.'
A shivering like that of an ague-fit again shook the agitated Elinor,
who, ejaculating, 'What farce is this?--Fool! fool! shall I thus
sleepily be duped?' looked keenly around for her lost weapon.
'Duped? no, Madam,' cried Ellis, in a tone impressive of veracity: 'if I
had the honour to be better known to Miss Joddrel, one assertion, I
flatter myself, would suffice: my word is given; it has never yet been
broken!'
While this declaration, though softened by a sigh the most melancholy,
struck cold to the heart of Harleigh, its effect upon Elinor was that of
an extacy which seemed the offspring of frenzy. 'Do I awake, then,' she
cried, 'from agony and death--agony, impossible to support! death,
willing and welcome! to renewed life? to an interesting, however
deplorable, existence? is my fate in harmony with the fate of Harleigh?
Has he, even he! given his soul,--his noble soul!--to one who esteems
and admires him, yet who will not be his? Can Harleigh love in vain?'
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