The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
Here, eagerly seizing a pen, with the utmost rapidity, though with many
blots, and frequent erazures, she wrote a long letter, which she read
and altered repeatedly before she folded; she then wrote a shorter one;
then rang for her maid, to whom she gave some secret directions, which
she finished by commanding that she would find out Mr Harleigh, and
desire that he would go immediately to the summer-house.
In about a quarter of an hour, which she spent in reading, revising,
sealing, and directing her letters, the maid returned; and, after a long
whisper, said, that she had given the message to Mr Harleigh.
Turning now to Ellis, with a voice and air of decision, that seemed
imperiously to forbid resistance, she put into her hand the long letter
which she had just written, and said, 'Take this to him immediately;
and, while he reads it, mark every change of his countenance, so as to
be able to deduce, and clearly to understand, the sensations which pass
in his mind.'
When Ellis expostulated upon the utter impropriety of her following Mr
Harleigh, she sternly said, 'Give the letter, then, to whatever other
person you judge most proper to become a third in my confidence!'
She then nearly forced her out of the room.
Ellis did not dare venture to keep the letter, as she wished, till some
opportunity should offer for presenting it quietly, lest some high
importance should be annexed to its quick delivery; yet she felt that it
would be cruel and indelicate to make over such a commission to another;
in opposition, therefore, to the extremest personal repugnance, she
compelled herself, with fearful and unwilling, yet hasty steps, to
proceed again to the summer-house.
She found Harleigh, with an air at once pensive and alarmed, waiting for
Elinor; but at the unexpected sight of Ellis, and of Ellis alone, every
feature brightened; though his countenance, his manner, his whole frame,
evinced increased agitation.
Anxious to produce her excuse, for an intrusion of which she felt
utterly ashamed, she instantly presented him the letter, saying, 'Miss
Joddrel would take no denial to my being its bearer. She has even
charged me to remain with you while you read it.'
'Were that,' said he, expressively, 'the severest pain she inflicts upon
me, I should soon become her debtor for feelings that leave pain
apart!--Urgent, indeed, was my desire to see you again, and without
delay; for after what has passed this morning, silence and forbearance
are no longer practicable.'
'Yet, at this moment,' said Ellis, striving but ineffectually to speak
without disturbance; 'it will be impossible for me to defer returning to
the house.'
'Yet if not now, when?'
'I know not--but she will be very impatient for some account of her
letter.'
'She will, at least, not be desperate, since she expects, and therefore
will wait for you; how, then, can I hope to find a more favourable
opportunity, for obtaining a few instants of your time?'
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