The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
'But, though she may not be desperate just now, is it not possible, Sir,
that my staying may irritate, and make her so?'
'That unhappily, is but too true! There is no relying upon the patience,
or the fortitude, of one so completely governed by impulse; and who
considers her passions as her guides to glory,--not as the subtlest
enemies of every virtue! Nevertheless, what I feel for her is far beyond
what, situated as I now am with her, I dare express--Yet, at this
moment--'
'Will you not read her letter?'
'That you may run away?' cried he, half smiling; 'no, at this moment I
will not read her letter, that you may be forced to stay!'
'You cannot wish me to make her angry?'
'Far, far from it! but what chance have I to meet you again, if I lose
you now? Be not alarmed, I beg: she will naturally conclude that I am
studying her letter; and, but for an insuperable necessity of--of some
explanation, I could, indeed think of no other subject: for dreadful is
the impression which the scene that I have just had with her has made
upon my nerves.--Ah! how could she imagine such a one calculated to
engage my heart? How wide is it from all that, to me, appears
attractive! Her spirit I admire; but where is the sweetness I could
love? I respect her understanding; but where is the softness that should
make it charm while it enlightens? I am grateful for her partiality; but
where is the dignity that might ennoble it, or the delicacy that might
make it as refined as it is flattering? Where--where the soul's
fascination, that grows out of the mingled excellencies, the blended
harmonies, of the understanding with the heart and the manners?'
Vainly Ellis strove to appear unconscious of the comparison, and the
application, which the eyes of Harleigh, yet more pointedly than his
words, marked for herself in this speech: her quickly rising blushes
divulged all that her stillness, her unmoved features tried to disguise;
and, to get rid of her confusion, she again desired that he would open
the letter, and with an urgency which he could not resist. He merely
stipulated that she would wait to hear his answer; and then read what
follows.
'For Albert Harleigh.
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