The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 1 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
'I find I have been too quick,' she answered, 'in thinking myself happy!
to receive bounty under so dreadful a suspicion, proves me to be in a
desolate state indeed!'
'Young woman,' said the Admiral, in a tone approaching to severity,
'don't complain! We must all bear what we have earned. I can't but see
what you are, though it's what I won't own to the rest of the crew, who
think a flaw in the character excuse plenty for letting a poor weak
female starve alive; for which, to my seeming, they deserve to want a
crust of bread themselves. But I hope I know better than that where the
main fault is apt to lie; for I am not ignorant how apt our sex is to
misbehave to yours; especially in slighting you, if you don't slight
them; a thing not to be defended, either to God or man. But for all
that, young woman, I must make free to remark, that the devil himself
never yet put it into a man's head, nor into the world's neither, to
abandon, or leave, as you call it, desolate, a woman who has kept tight
to her own duty, and taken a modest care of herself.'
The eyes of the stranger were now no longer bright from their mere
natural lustre, nor from the beams of quick surprize, or of sudden
vivacity; 'twas with trembling emotion that they shone, and with
indignation that they sparkled. She took up the guinea, from which her
sight seemed averted with horror, and said, 'Pardon me, Sir, but I must
beg you to receive this again.'
'Why, what now? do you think, because I make no scruple to give you an
item that I don't fancy being imposed upon; do you think, I say, because
of that, I have so little Christian charity, as not to know that you may
be a very good sort of woman in the main, for all some flaunty coxcomb
may have played the scoundrel, and left you to the wide world, after
teaching you to go so awry, that he knows the world will forsake you
too? a thing for which, however, he'll pay well in time; as I make no
doubt but the devil takes his own notes of all such actions.'
She now cast the guinea upon the table. 'I would rather, Sir,' she
cried, 'beg alms of every passenger that I may meet, than owe succour to
a species of pity that dishonours me!'
The Admiral looked at her with earnestness. 'I don't well know,' he
said, 'what class to put you in; but if you are really a virtuous woman,
to be sure I ought to ask your pardon for that little hint I let drop;
and, moreover, if I asked it upon my knees, I can't say I should think
it would be over-much, for affronting a virtuous woman, without cause.
And, indeed, if I were free to confess the truth, I must own there's
something about you, which I don't over-much know what to call, but that
is so agreeable, that it goes against me to think ill of you.'
'Ah, Sir! think well of me, then!--let your benevolence be as liberal as
it is kind, and try, for once, to judge favourably of a stranger upon
trust!'
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