The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 2 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 2 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
'With a satisfaction which I dare not indulge--and yet, how
curb?--I have learnt, from Ireton, that you have renounced the
rehearsals. 'Tis, but, however, the trembling joy of a reprieve,
that, while welcoming hope, sees danger and death still in view.
For me and for my feelings your disclaim all consideration: I will
not, therefore, intrude upon you, again, my wishes or my
sufferings; yet as you do not, I trust, utterly reject me as a
friend, permit me, in that capacity, to entreat you to deliberate,
before you finally adopt a measure to which you confess your
repugnance. Your situation I know not; but where information is
withheld, conjecture is active; and while I see your
accomplishments, while I am fascinated by your manners, I judge
your education, and, thence, your connections, and original style
of life. If, then, there be any family that you quit, yet that you
may yourself desire should one day reclaim you; and if there be any
family--leave mine alone!--to which you may hereafter be allied,
and that you may wish should appreciate, should revere you, as you
merit to be revered and appreciated--for such let me plead! Wound
not the customs of their ancestors, the received notions of the
world, the hitherto acknowledged boundaries of elegant life! Or, if
your tenderness for the feelings--say the failings, if you
please,--the prejudices, the weaknesses of others,--has no weight,
let, at least, your own ideas of personal propriety, your just
pride, your conscious worth, point out to you the path in society
which you are so eminently formed to tread. Or, if, singularly
independent, you deem that you are accountable only to yourself for
your conduct, that notion, beyond any other, must shew you the high
responsibility of all actions that are voluntary. Remember, then,
that your example may be pleaded by those who are not gifted, like
you, with extraordinary powers for sustaining its consequences; by
those who have neither your virtues to bear them through the trials
and vicissitudes of public enterprise; nor your motives for
encountering dangers so manifest; nor your apologies--pardon the
word!--for deviating, alone and unsupported as you appear, from the
long-beaten track of female timidity. Your example may be pleaded
by the rash, the thoughtless, and the wilful; and, therefore, may
be pernicious. An angel, such I think you, may run all risks with
impunity, save those which may lead feeble minds to hazardous
imitation.
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