The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 2 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 2 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
'If, on the contrary, you have uttered that rejection, from the
weak folly of dreading to witness a sudden and a noble end, to a
fragile being, sighing for extinction,--on your own head fall your
perjury and its consequences!
'I go hence immediately. No matter whither.
'Should I be pursued, I am aware I may soon be traced: but to what
purpose? I am independent alike in person, fortune, and mind; I
cannot be brought back by force, and I will not be moved by idle
persuasion, or hacknied remonstrance. No! blasted in all my worldly
views, I will submit to worldly slavery no longer. My aunt,
therefore, will do well not to demand one whom she cannot claim.
'Tell her this.
'Harleigh--
'But no,--Harleigh will not follow me! He would deem himself bound
to me ever after, by all that men hold honourable amongst one
another, if, through any voluntary measure of his own, the shadow
of a censure could be cast upon Elinor.
'Oh, perfect Harleigh! I will not involve your generous
delicacy--for not yours, not even yours would I be, by the foul
constraint of worldly etiquette! I should disdain to owe your
smallest care for me to any menace, or to any meanness.
'Let him, not, therefore, Ellis, follow me; and I here pledge
myself to preserve my miserable existence, till I see him again,
in defiance of every temptation to disburthen myself of its
loathsome weight. By the love I bear to him, I pledge myself!
'Tell him this.
'ELINOR JODDREL.'
Ellis read this letter in speechless consternation. To be the confident
of so extraordinary a flight, seemed danger to her safety, while it was
horrour to her mind.
The two commissions with which, so inconsiderately, she was charged, how
could she execute? To seek Harleigh again, she thought utterly wrong:
and how deliver any message to Mrs Maple, without appearing to be an
accomplice in the elopement? She could only prove her innocence by
shewing the letter itself, which, in clearing her from that charge, left
one equally heavy to fall upon her, of an apparently premeditated design
to engage, or, as the world might deem it, inveigle, the young Lord
Melbury into marriage. It was evident that upon that idea alone, rested
the belief of Elinor in a faithful adherence to the promised rejection;
and that the letter which she had addressed to Ellis, was but meant as a
memorandum of terrour for its observance.
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