The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5) — John Shaqi
The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)Burney, Fanny
History
The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
'Such a multiplicity of business now crowded upon him, that I conceived
a hope I might be forgotten; or, at least, set apart as a future prey:
but alas! the promissory-note was still in his hand, and,--if heart he
has any,--if heart be not left out in his composition, there, past all
doubt, the six thousand pounds were already lodged. All my hopes,
therefore, faded away, when he had given some new directions; for,
seizing me again, by the wrist, he dragged me to the place,--I had
nearly said of execution!--There, by his previous orders, all were in
waiting,--all was ready!--Oh, Sir Jaspar! how is it that life still
holds, in those periods when all our earthly hopes, and even our
faculties of happiness, seem for ever entombed.'
The bitterest sighs again interrupted her narration; but neither the
humanity nor the politeness of Sir Jaspar could combat any longer his
curiosity, and he conjured her to proceed.
'The civil ceremony, dreadful, dreadful! however little awful compared
with that of the church, was instantly begun; in the midst of the buz of
business, the clamour of many tongues, the sneers of contempt, and the
laughter of derision; with an irreverence that might have suited a
theatre, and with a mockery of which the grossest buffoons would have
been ashamed. Scared and disordered, I understood not,--I heard not a
word; and my parched lips, and burning mouth, could not attempt any
articulation.
'In a minute or two, this pretended formality was interrupted, by
information that a new messenger from the Convention demanded immediate
admittance. The commissary swore furiously that he should wait till the
six thousand pounds were secured; and vociferously ordered that the
ceremony should be hurried on. He was obeyed! and though my quivering
lips were never opened to pronounce an assenting syllable, the ceremony,
the direful ceremony, was finished, and I was called,--Oh heaven and
earth!--his wife! his married wife!--The Marchioness, at the same
terrible moment, broke into the apartment. The conflict between horrour
and tenderness was too violent, and, as she encircled me, with tortured
pity, in her arms, I sunk senseless at her feet.
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