The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
'And now, Sir Jaspar, you have fully before you the cause and history
of my long concealment, my strange wanderings, and the apparently
impenetrable mystery in which I have been involved: why I could not
claim my family; why I could not avow my situation; why I dared not even
bear my name; all, all is before you! Oh! could I equally display to you
the events in store! tell you whether my revered Bishop is safe!--or
whether his safety, his precious life, can only be secured by my
perpetual captivity! One thing alone, in the midst of my complicate
suspenses, one thing alone is certain; no consideration that this world
can offer, will deter me from going back, voluntarily, to every evil
from which I have hitherto been flying, should the Bishop again be
seized, and should his release hang upon my final self-devotion!'
CHAPTER LXXXI
Sir Jaspar had listened to this narrative with trembling interest, and a
species of emotion that was indefinable; his head bent forward, and his
mouth nearly as wide open, from the fear of losing a word, as his eyes,
from eagerness not to lose a look: but, when it was finished, he
exclaimed, in a sort of transport, 'Is this all? Joy, then, to great
Cæsar! Why 'tis nothing! My little fairies are all skipping in ecstacy;
while the wickeder imps are making faces and wry mouths, not to see
mischief enough in the wind to afford them a supper! This a marriage?
Why you are free as air!
'The little birds that fly,
With careless ease, from tree to tree,'
are not more at liberty. Ah! fair enslaver! were I as unshackled!'--
The smiles that, momentarily, broke their way through the tears and
sadness of Juliet shewed how much this declaration was in unison with
her wishes; but, exhausted by relating a history so deeply affecting to
her, she could enter into no discussion; and remained ceaselessly
weeping, till the Baronet, with an expression of surprize, asked whether
the meeting that would now ensue with her own family, could offer her no
consolation?
Rousing, then, from her sorrows, to a grateful though forced exertion,
'Oh yes!' she cried, 'yes! Your generous goodness has given me new
existence! But horrour and distress have pursued me with such
accumulating severity, that the shock is still nearly overpowering.
Yet,--let me not diminish the satisfaction of your beneficence. I am
going now to be happy!--How big a word!--how new to my feelings!--A
sister!--a brother!--Have I, indeed, such relations?' smiling even
brightly through her tears. 'And will Lady Aurora,--the sweetest of
human beings!--condescend to acknowledge me? Will the amiable Lord
Melbury deign to support, to protect me? Oh Sir Jaspar, how have you
brought all this to bear? Where are these dearest persons? And when, and
by what means, am I to be blest with their sight, and honoured with
their sanction to my claim of consanguinity?'
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