The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
'Oh no!' cried she, raising her eyes, which glistened with tears, 'no!
If the mystery that so long has hung about me, by occupying your ...'
She sought a word, and then continued: 'your imagination ... impedes the
oblivion that ought to bury me and my misfortunes from further
thought,--then, indeed, I ought to be thankful to Sir Jaspar,--and I am
thankful that he has let you know, ... that he has informed you....'
She could not finish the sentence.
'Yes!' cried Harleigh with energy, 'I have heard the dreadful history of
your wrongs! of the violences by which you have suffered, of the inhuman
attempts upon your liberty, your safety, your honour!--But since you
have thus happily--'
'Mr Harleigh,' cried Juliet, struggling to recover her presence of mind,
'I need no longer, I trust, now, beg your absence! All I can have to say
you must, now, understand ... anticipate ... acknowledge ... since you
are aware....'
'Ah!' cried Harleigh, in a tone not quite free from reproach;--'had you
but, from the beginning, condescended to inform me of your situation! a
situation so impossible to divine! so replete with horrour, with injury,
with unheard of suffering,--had you, from the first, instead of
avoiding, flying me, deigned to treat me with some trust--'
'Mr Harleigh,' said Juliet, with eagerness, 'whatever may be your
surprize that such should be my situation, ... my fate, ... you can, at
least, require, now, no explanation why I have fled you!'
The word why, vibrated instantly to the heart of Harleigh, where it
condolingly said: It was duty, then, not averseness, not indifference,
that urged that flight! she had not fled, had she not deemed herself
engaged!--Juliet, who had hastily uttered the why in the solicitude of
self-vindication, shewed, by a change of complexion, the moment that it
had passed her lips, that she felt the possible inference of which it
was susceptible, and dropt her eyes; fearful to risk discovering the
consciousness that they might indicate.
Harleigh, however, now brightened, glowed with revived sensations: 'Ah!
be not,' he cried, 'be not the victim of your scruples! let not your too
delicate fears of doing wrong by others, urge you to inflict wrong,
irreparable wrong, upon yourself! Your real dangers are past; none now
remain but from a fancied,--pardon, pardon me!--a fancied refinement,
unfounded in reason, or in right! Suffer, therefore--'
'Hold, Sir, hold!--we must not even talk upon this subject:--nor, at
this moment, upon any other!--'
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