The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
Her brow shewed rising displeasure; but Harleigh was intractable.
'Pronounce not,' he cried, 'an interdiction! I make no claim, no plea,
no condition. I will speak wholly as an impartial man;--and have you not
condescended to tell me, that as a friend, if to that title,--so
limited, yet so honourable,--I would confine myself,--you would not
disdain to consult with me? As such, I am now here. I feel, I respect, I
revere the delicacy of all your ideas, the perfection of your conduct! I
will put, therefore, aside, all that relates not simply to yourself, and
to your position; I will speak to you, for the moment, and in his
absence,--as--as Lord Melbury!--as your brother!--'
An involuntary smile here unbent the knitting brow of Juliet, who could
not feel offended, or sorry, that Sir Jaspar had revealed the history of
her birth.
She desired, nevertheless, to pass, refusing every species of
discussion.
'If you will not answer, will not speak,' cried Harleigh, still
obstructing her way, 'fear not, at least, to hear! Are you not at
liberty? Is not your persecutor gone?--Can he ever return?'
'Gone?' repeated Juliet.
'I have myself seen him embark! I rode after his chaise, I pursued it to
the sea-coast, I saw him under sail.'
Juliet, with uplifted eyes, clasped her hands, from an emotion of
ungovernable joy; which a thousand blushes betrayed her vain struggles
to suppress.
Harleigh observed not this unmoved: 'Ah, Madam!' he cried, 'since, thus
critically, you have escaped;--since, thus happily, you are
released;--since no church ritual has ever sanctioned the sacrilegious
violence--'
'Spare all ineffectual controversy!' cried Juliet, assuming an air and
tone of composure, with which her quick heaving bosom was ill in
harmony; 'I can neither talk nor listen upon this subject. You know,
now, my story: dread and atrocious as is my connection, my faith to it
must be unbroken, till I have seen the Bishop! and till the iniquity of
my chains may be proved, and my restoration to my violated freedom may
be legalized. Do not look so shocked; so angry, must I say?--Remember,
that a point of conscience can be settled only internally! I will speak,
therefore, but one word more; and I must hear no reply: little as I feel
to belong to the person in question, I cannot consider myself to be my
own! 'Tis a tie which, whether or not it binds me to him, excludes me,
while thus circumstanced, from all others!--This, Sir, is my last
word!--Adieu!'
Harleigh, though looking nearly petrified, still stood before her. 'You
fly us, then,' he cried, resentfully, though mournfully, 'both alike?
You put us upon a par?--'
'No!' answered Juliet, hastily, 'him I fly because I hate;--You--'
The deep scarlet which mounted into her whole face finished the
sentence; in defiance of a sudden and abrupt breaking off, that meant
and hoped to snatch the unguarded phrase from comprehension.
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