The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
'One word, Harleigh, answers all that: Did we ask for our being? Why
was it given us if doomed to be wretched? To whom are we accountable for
renouncing a donation, made without our consent or knowledge? O, if ever
that wretched thing called life has a noble moment, it must surely be
that of its voluntary sacrifice! lopping off, at a blow, that
hydra-headed monster of evil upon evil, called time; bounding over the
imps of superstition; dancing upon the pangs of disease; and boldly,
hardily mocking the senseless legends, that would frighten us with
eternity!--Eternity? to poor, little, frail, finite beings like us! Oh
Albert! worldly considerations, monkish inventions, and superstitious
reveries set apart;--reason called forth, truth developed, probabilities
canvassed,--say! is it not clear that death is an end to all? an abyss
eternal? a conclusion? Nature comes but for succession; though the pride
of man would give her resurrection. Mouldering all together we go, to
form new earth for burying our successors.'
'Horrible, Elinor, most horrible! yet if, indeed, it is your opinion
that you are doomed to sink to nothing; if your soul, in the full tide
of its energies, and in the pride of intellect, seems to you a mere
appendant to the body; if you believe it to be of the same fragile
materials; how can you wish to shorten the so short period of
consciousness? to abridge the so brief moment of sensibility? Is it not
always time enough to think, feel, see, hear,--love and be loved no
more?'
'Yes! 'tis always too soon to lose happiness; but misery,--ah
Albert!--why should misery, when it can so easily be stilled, be
endured?'
'Stilled, Elinor?--What mean you? By annihilation?--How an infidel
assumes fortitude to wish for death, is my constant astonishment! To
believe in the eternal loss of all he holds, or knows, or feels; to be
persuaded that "this sensible, warm being" will "melt, thaw, and resolve
itself into a dew,"--and to believe that there all ends! Surely every
species of existence must be preferable to such an expectation from its
cessation! Dust! literal dust!--Food for worms!--to be trod
upon;--crushed;--dug up;--battered down;--is that our termination?
That,--and nothing more?'
'Tis shocking, Albert, no doubt; shocking and disgusting. Yet why
disguise the fact? Reason, philosophy, analogy, all prove our
materialism. Even common observation, even daily experience, in viewing
our natural end, where neither sickness nor accident impede, nor shorten
its progress, prove it by superannuation; shew clearly that mind and
body, when they die the long death of nature, gradually decline
together.'
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