The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
Juliet could only shed tears, though tears so delicious, that it was
luxury to shed them. Lady Aurora would have kissed them from her cheeks;
but her own mingled with them so copiously, that it was not possible;
and though the smiles of expressive joy that brightened each
countenance, shewed their sensibility to be but fulness of happiness,
the meeting, the acknowledgment, with the throbbing recollection of all
that was passed, so touched each gentle heart, that they could but weep
and embrace, embrace and weep, alternately.
'I have coveted,' at length cried Juliet, 'almost beyond light or life,
I have coveted this precious moment! When first I heard you named,--you
and Lord Melbury,--on the evening of the play, at Mrs Maple's, Oh! what
were my emotions! my satisfaction, my apprehensions, my hopes, and my
solicitude! When I saw two beings so sweet, so formed to create esteem
and love, so innocent, so unassuming, so attractive,--and whispered to
myself, Are these my nearest relations? Is this my sister? Is this my
brother?--how did my heart expand with joy and pride! How did I long to
cast off all disguise, all reserve, and cry Own me, amiable beings!
sweet sister! loved brother! pure, kind, and good! own your unhappy
sister! take to your pitying protection the distressed, persecuted,
insulated daughter of your father!'
'Ah why,' cried Lady Aurora, 'did you not speak? why not indulge the
impulse of nature, and of kindness? Your talents, your acquirements,
your manners, won, instantly, all our admiration; enchanted, bewitched
us; but how wide were we from thinking, at that first moment, that we
had any tie to a mutual regard with the accomplished Miss Ellis! Our
first notion of that happiness, though still far from the truth,--was
after that cruel scene, which must for ever be blotted from all our
memories;--when my poor brother was urged on,--so unhappily! to forget
himself. The knowledge of that disgrace, from some listening servants,
reached Mrs Howel; she communicated it to my uncle Denmeath: no wonder
he was alarmed! Still, however, he told us not the story; though, to
stop the progress of what he feared, he acquainted us, that a report had
formerly been spread, that we had a distant relation abroad; not, he
said,--forgive him, if possible!--not in a right line related, and
never, by my father, meant to be any way acknowledged.--Oh how little he
knew my father! or, let me say, either of his daughters!--But, having
put my brother upon his guard, by suggesting that it was possible that
you might be this distant and unhonoured relation.--Ah, my Miss Ellis!
if you had seen our indignant looks, when we heard such phrases!--He
promised to seek you himself, and to examine into the affair; and
exacted, forced from us both a promise, in return, that we would never
either meet or write to you, till he had ascertained what was the truth.
The unfortunate scene at Mrs Howel's alone made my brother submit; for
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