The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)Burney, Fanny
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The Wanderer; or, Female Difficulties (Volume 5 of 5)
Burney, Fanny
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Refugees -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Refugees -- Fiction; War stories
he feared misconstruction: and his submission of course included mine.
Ah! had you spoken at that time! had you revealed--'
'Alas! my distresses were so complicate! What most I wished upon earth,
was constantly counteracted by what most I dreaded! I could not make
myself known to my friends,--in the soothing supposition that such I
should find!--without betraying myself to my enemy; for Lord Denmeath
would assuredly have made me over to my persecutor. How, then, in a
situation so critical, yet so helpless, could I selfishly involve in my
wretchedness, my perplexity and my concealment, the kindest and
tenderest of human hearts?'
'Frequently,' said Lady Aurora, 'we have considered, and consulted
together, what steps we ought to take; but the fear of some mistake,
some imprudence, some offence, in a point so doubtful, so delicate, made
us always decide that it was for you to speak first. And when I pressed
so earnestly for your confidence, it was in the hope, the flattering
hope, that I should prove my title to taking such a liberty. I had not,
else, been so importunate, so inconsiderate. My brother, too, actuated
by the same hope, urged you, perhaps, even more precipitately; but in
all honour, with all respect; with no view, no thought, but to cement
our regard by the ties of kindred. My brother can scarcely yet know our
beloved acquisition; but Sir Jaspar tells me that he has sent a
duplicate-letter to him, with the same precious history that he has
written to me. Oh, how fervent will be his delight!'
She then related, to the grateful, but joy overpowered Juliet, that she
had herself but just acquired this information, through the letter of
which she had spoken; and which had been put into her hands, as she was
setting out for Chudleigh-park; to which place Mrs Howel had, hastily,
asked her to set off first, with her maid; promising to overtake her by
the way.
The letter from Sir Jaspar, Lady Aurora continued, changed the whole
system of her conduct. When she learnt that Miss Ellis, instead of being
either an adventurer, or a distant and unhonoured relation, was the
daughter of her own father; by a first, a lawful, though a secret
marriage; all difficulty and irresolution vanished. Her first duty, she
now thought, was the duty of a daughter, in the acknowledgment of a
sister.
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