He had never before asked his wife what she thought of his music. She
had often spoken about it, but never because he had asked her to. But
this apparently was to be an evening of a certain frankness. Charmian
had evidently planned that it should be so. He would try to meet her.
"That's partly what I wanted to talk about to-night."
Claude felt as if something in him suddenly curled up. Was Charmian
about to criticize his works unfavorably, severely perhaps? At once he
felt within him a sort of angry contempt for her judgment.
Charmian was faintly conscious of his fierce independence, as she had
been on the night of their first meeting; of the something strong and
permanent which his manner so often contradicted, a mental remoteness
which was disagreeable to her, but which impressed her. To-night,
however, she was resolved to play the Madame Sennier to her husband, to
bring up battalions of will.
"Well?" Claude said.
"I think, just as I know Madre does, that your things are wonderful. But
I don't think they are for everybody."
"For everybody! How do you mean?"
"Oh, I know the bad taste of the crowd. Why, Madre always laughs at me
for my horror of the crowd. But there is now a big cosmopolitan public
which has taste. Look at the success of Strauss, for instance, of
Debussy, and now of Jacques Sennier--our own Elgar, too! What I mean is
that perhaps the things you have done hitherto are for the very few.
There is something terrible about them, I think. They might almost
frighten people. They might almost make people dislike you."
She was thinking of the Burningtons, the Drakes, of other
Sennier-worshippers.
"I believe it is partly because of the words you set," she added. "Great
words, of course. But where can they be sung? Not everywhere. And people
are so strange about the Bible."
"Strange about the Bible!"
"English people, and even Americans, at any rate. There is a sort of
queer, absurd tradition. One begins to think of oratorio."
She paused. Claude said nothing. He was feeling hot all over.
"I can't help wishing, for your own sake, that you wouldn't always go to
the Bible for your inspiration."
"I daresay it is very absurd of me."
"Claudie, you could never be absurd."
"Anybody can be absurd."
"I could never think you absurd. But I suppose everyone can make a
mistake. It seems to me as if there are a lot of channels, some short,
ending abruptly, some long, going almost to the center of things. And
genius is like a liquid poured into them. I only want you to pour yours
into a long channel. Is it very stupid, or perverse, of me?"
As she said the last words she felt deeply conscious of her feminine
intelligence, of that delicate ingenuity peculiar to women, unattainable
by man.
"No, Charmian, of course not. So you think I've been pouring into a very
short channel?"
"Don't you?"
"I'm afraid I've never thought about it."
"I know. It wants another to do that, I think."
"Very likely."
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