"You care for strange things. One can see that by your choice of words.
But there are strange and wonderful words not in the Bible. The other
day I was looking into Rossetti's poems. I read _Staff and Scrip_ again
and _Sister Helen_. There are marvellous passages in both of those. I
wish sometimes you'd let me come in here, when you're done working, and
make tea for you, and just read aloud to you anything interesting I come
across."
That was the beginning of a new connection between husband and wife, the
beginning also of a new epoch in Claude's life as a composer.
When they left the studio that night he had agreed to Charmian's
proposal that she should spend some of her spare time in looking out
words that might be suitable for a musical setting, "in your peculiar
vein," as she said. By doing this he had abandoned his complete liberty
as a creator. So at least he felt. Yet he also felt unable to refuse his
wife's request. To do so, after all her beneficent energies employed on
his behalf, would be churlish. He might have tried to explain that the
something within him which was really valuable could not brook bridle or
spur, that unless it were left to range where it would in untrammelled
liberty, it was worth very little to the world. He knew this. But a man
may deny his knowledge even to himself, deny it persistently through
long periods of time. And there was the weakness in Claude which
instinctively wished to give to others what they expected of him, or
strongly desired from him. On that evening in the studio Charmian's
definiteness gained a point for her. She was encouraged by this fact to
become more definite.
They were in Kensington by ten o'clock that night. Charmian was in high
spirits. A strong hope was dawning in her. Already she felt almost like
a collaborator with Claude.
"Don't let us go to bed!" she exclaimed. "Let us dress and go to
Adelaide Shiffney's."
"Very well," replied Claude. "By the way, what were you going to tell me
about her?"
"Oh, nothing!" she said.
And they went up to dress.
There was a crowd in Grosvenor Square. A good many people were still
abroad, but there were enough in London to fill Mrs. Shiffney's
drawing-rooms. And notorieties, beauties, and those mysterious nobodies
who "go everywhere" until they almost succeed in becoming somebodies,
were to be seen on every side. Charmian perceived at once that this was
one of Adelaide's non-exclusive parties. Mrs. Shiffney seldom
entertained on a very large scale.
"One bore, or one frump, can ruin a party," was a favorite saying of
hers. But even she, now and then, condescended to "clear people off."
Charmian realized that Adelaide was making a clearance to-night.
Since her marriage with Claude she had not been invited to No. 14
B--Mrs. Shiffney's number in the Square--before.
As she came in to the first drawing-room and looked quickly round she
thought:
"She is clearing off me and Claude."
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