she held success in her hand, as a woman may hold a jewel and say, "It
is mine!"
A slight buzzing sound told her that there was someone at the outer door
of the lobby. In a moment Susan walked in, looking as usual temperate,
kind, and absolutely unconscious of herself. She was warmly wrapped in a
fur given to her by Mrs. Shiffney. When she had taken it off and sat
down beside Charmian in the over-heated room, Charmian began at once to
use her as a receptacle. She proceeded to pour her exultation into
Susan. The rehearsal had greatly excited her. She was full of the ardent
impatience of one who had been patient by force of will in defiance of
natural character, and who now felt that a period was soon to be put to
her suffering and that she was to enter into her reward. As, long ago,
in an Algerian garden, she had used Susan, she used her now. And Susan
sat quietly listening, with her odd eyes dropping in their sockets.
"Oh, Susan, do take off your gloves!" Charmian exclaimed presently. "You
are going to stay a good while, aren't you?"
"Yes, if you like me to."
"I should like to be with you every day for hours. You do me good. We'll
have tea."
She went to the telephone, came back quickly, sat down again, and
continued talking enthusiastically. When the tea-table was in front of
her, and the elderly German waiter had gone, she said:
"Isn't it wonderful? I shall never forget how you spoke of destiny to me
when we were by the little island. It was then, I think, that I felt it
was my fate to link myself with Claude, to help him on. Do you remember
what you said?"
"That perhaps it was designed that you should teach Mr. Heath."
"Don't say mister--on such a day as this!"
"Claude, then."
"And, Susan, I don't want to seem vain, but I have taught him, I have
taught him to know and rely on himself, to believe in himself, in his
genius, to dominate. He's marvellously changed. Everyone notices it. You
do, of course!"
"There is a change. And I remember saying that perhaps it was designed
that you should learn from him. Do you recollect that?"
Charmian was handing Susan her tea-cup.
"Oh--yes," she said.
She looked at Susan as the latter took the cup with a calm and steady
hand.
"What excellent tea!" observed Susan.
"Is it? Susan!"
"Well?"
"I believe you are very reserved."
"No, I don't think so."
"Yes, you keep half your thoughts about things and people entirely to
yourself."
"I think most of us do that."
"About me, for instance! I've been talking a great deal to you in here.
And you've been listening, and thinking."
There was an uneasy sound in Charmian's voice.
"Yes. Didn't you wish me to listen?"
"I suppose I did. But you've been thinking. What have you been
thinking?"
"That it's a long journey up the ray," said Susan, with a sort of gentle
firmness.
"Ah--the ray! I remember your saying that to me long ago."
"We've got a great deal to learn, I think, as well as to teach."
Charmian was silent for a minute.
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