"I should like to play you one or two of my things," he said
impulsively. "Then you'll see at once."
He went toward the piano. She sat still. She was with the striking
unreserve of the reserved man when he has cast his protector or his
demon away. With his back to her Heath turned over some music, moved a
pile of sheets, set them down on the floor under the piano, searched.
"Oh, here it is!"
[Illustration: "'THIS IS THE LAST THING I'VE DONE'"--_Page 41_]
He grasped some manuscript, put it on the music-stand, and sat down.
"This is the last thing I've done. The words are taken from the
sixteenth chapter of Revelation--'And I heard a great voice out of the
temple saying to the seven angels, "Go your ways, and pour out the vials
of the wrath of God upon the earth."' And so on."
With a sort of anger his hands descended and struck the keys. Speaking
through his music he gave Mrs. Mansfield indications of what it was
expressing.
"This is the sea. 'The second angel poured out his vial upon the sea,
and it became as the blood of a dead man.... The fourth angel poured out
his vial upon the sun, and power was given unto him to scorch men with
fire.... The sixth angel poured out his vial upon the great River
Euphrates, and the water thereof was dried up, that the way of the Kings
of the East might be prepared.'"
The last words which Heath had set were those in the fifteenth verse of
the chapter--"Behold, I come as a thief. Blessed is he that watcheth and
keepeth his garments lest he walk naked and they see his shame."
When he had finished he got up from the piano with a flushed face and,
again speaking in a boyish and almost naive manner, said quickly:
"There, that gives you an idea of the sort of thing I do and care about
doing. For, of course, I never will attempt any subject that doesn't
thoroughly interest me."
He stood for a moment, not looking toward Mrs. Mansfield; then, as if
struggling against an inward reluctance, he again sat down on the
settle.
"Have you orchestrated it?" she asked.
"Yes. I've just finished the orchestration."
"Surely you want to hear it given with voices and the orchestra?
Frankly, I won't believe you if you say you don't."
"I do."
The reluctance seemed to fade out of him.
"The fact is I'm torn between the desire to hear my things and a mighty
distaste for publicity."
He sprang up.
"If you'll allow me I'll just give you an idea of my Te Deum. And then
I'll have done."
He went once more to the piano.
When he was sitting beside her again Mrs. Mansfield felt shy of him.
After a moment she said:
"You are sincere in your music?"
"Yes."
He did not seem specially anxious to get at her exact opinion of his
work, and this fact, she scarcely knew why, pleased Mrs. Mansfield.
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