“How could you have known that woman? When did you meet?”
“Twice,” said David Joslin. “Once was at the dinner of the Company; the
next in the morning at her own rooms. That was twice, in New York.”
She looked at him, utter scorn upon her face. Her cheeks at last had
color.
“Don’t be too harsh if you can help it,” he began once more, half
raising his hand. “Don’t suspect too much in some ways. In others you
can’t suspect enough. You don’t understand—— Well, I was a fool. I
was tempted. The Evil One followed me right along all the time from
the day I left these mountains. He was right at my side every minute,
though I didn’t know it. I reckon it was _you_ that kept him away from
me, Ma’am. For me, you have been the power of light. If I had stayed
right close to you I’d never had such temptation. The Evil One had his
own devices with me—it was—it was the temptation of St. Anthony,
Ma’am. I can’t well talk. Can you understand?”
“It’s not necessary for me to understand!” said Marcia Haddon in white
scorn. “I understand enough already. That woman was my husband’s
mistress—everyone knew it except you—or did you know it?”
He turned upon her a face now suddenly so horrified in its suffering
that even she relented.
“I’ve—I’ve been very ignorant, Ma’am,” said he. “I’ve known very
little. I—didn’t know that. I thought she was very beautiful and good.
Oh, not so beautiful as you, not so good—but what could I know about
such things? I’ve never met but three women in my life, you might say.
Well, you know the three, and you’re one of the three. You see, I
didn’t know much about women, that’s all. Well, what she told me was
true.”
“But surely you must have known——”
“How could I know? How much experience had I? How far had my education
gone? I’ve met three women in all my life, I said. I’ve had two years
of school. Well, that’s all. That’s my life. It isn’t much. I never
knew much of—what you say.”
“Often?” asked Marcia Haddon—“How could it have been often that you
met her?”
“Twice, Ma’am,” said David Joslin. “The last time to say good-by.
That was up at Strattonville, not so very long ago. If it hadn’t been
for that, I reckon I’d have gone on and finished my college course.
I reckon maybe if I hadn’t met her then I could have been a preacher
some time—I could have been president of this school—I could have had
my life’s ambition and my hope. You say she ruined your life. Didn’t
it come to the same thing with me? But I can’t call her bad—surely
it wasn’t her fault in the least. I reckon it was the fault of life.
But that was why I came back so soon. And that was why I met you when
you came in. And you—you are a woman too.... But of another sort, I
suppose. Better——”
“Did you know,” she said to him after a time, “that the Polly Pendleton
Company was backed by my husband’s money all along? He was out on the
road for weeks at a time—he practically abandoned me. Well, that was
my husband!”
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