“A lot,” said Polly frankly, “an awful lot. But what’s the use! He was
backing us, of course, you know that—had been for a long while. We
wanted help—we’re on our uppers now. We heard he was in here, and we
came in ourselves to have a little talk with him over things. We were
over on the railroad, don’t you see? We’ve had bad business all along
for weeks. The war knocked us out. Oh, I tell you, we knew nothing
about _this_—we hadn’t heard of any accident. And Jimmy was such a
good chap!”
“I presume you refer to my husband when you say Jimmy? Yes?” Marcia’s
voice was not only icy, but worse.
“Well,” resumed Polly uneasily, “I’ve known him for a long time, you
see.”
“I know all about the length—and the nature—of your acquaintance with
my husband, Miss Pendleton.”
“My real name is Amanda Brown,” said Polly, calmly.
“Yes, Miss Brown? I don’t know whether or not my husband has made any
provision for you in his will. I haven’t been made fully acquainted
with the nature of his will. My lawyers have asked me to come back at
once, but I have been stopping on here. It was hard—I was not quite
ready to go away from him. He needed some one to watch him, don’t you
think?
“Now,” she went on, “I have been obliged to meet you——”
“Well,” said Polly, with a shrug, “we wouldn’t have been so apt to meet
back in the city.”
“Hardly, I fear.”
Polly reddened a little at this. “You don’t like me, Mrs. Haddon, do
you?” said she directly.
“Why should I?”
“That’s right—why should you, when it comes to that? I’m not sure that
I should if it were the other way about But one thing is sure——”
“Need we discuss these matters at all? I don’t see why. This whole
situation is not in the least of my making, or my liking.”
“Oh, now, listen, Mrs. Haddon! I know a lot of things. I’m not what
you are—I never had your chance. I’ve done the best I could with what
I had, the same as you, maybe. If I had married him you’d never have
taken him away from me!”
“Indeed?” Her auditor did not even smile.
“Women like you,” broke out Polly, waxing somewhat tremulous
herself—“women like you don’t know anything about women like me. I
didn’t run after Jimmy Haddon—he ran after me. Why did he? What made
him? Didn’t you have every chance in the world to keep him? Who’s to
blame—me or you or him—or all of us? I wasn’t running after him
so much even now. Of course I didn’t know anything about what has
happened, or I wouldn’t have come.”
Marcia’s hands were intertwining nervously now. “Do you think I ought
to talk to you at all now—coming here as you do—following him
absolutely into his grave?”
“I wish you wouldn’t,” said Polly, coloring hotly now. “Maybe I’m not
as bad as you think—or anyway, different. If men drift to my sort,
how can my sort help it? I’m only a rag and a bone and a hank my own
self, I suppose. If it hadn’t been him it would have been someone else,
maybe. If it hadn’t been me, maybe it would have been someone else for
him too—that’s the way it goes.”
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