“I guess I do--after a fashion,” he said, smiling at her. It was only in
love’s fashion, for really he was incapable of quite understanding her.
To the country lawyer of sober piety and granite sense of duty, the
rich variety of her moods was a continual wonder and sometimes a painful
bewilderment. But whether he understood the impetuous inconsequence
of her temperament “after a fashion,” or whether he failed entirely to
follow the complexity of her thought, he met all her fancies with a sort
of tender admiration. People said that Squire Hall was henpecked; they
also said that he had married beneath him. His father had been a
judge and his grandfather a minister; he himself was a graduate of a
fresh-water college, which later, when he published his exegesis on the
Prophet Daniel, had conferred its little degree upon him and felt that
he was a “distinguished son.” With such a lineage he might have done
better, people said, than to marry that girl, who was the most fickle
creature and no housekeeper, and whose people--this they told one
another in reserved voices--were PLAY-ACTORS! Athalia’s mother, who
had been the “play-actor,” had left her children an example of
duty--domestic as well as professional duty--faithfully done. As she did
not leave anything else, Athalia added nothing to the Hall fortune; but
Lewis’s law practice, which was hardly more than conveyancing now and
then, was helped out by a sawmill which the Halls had owned for two
generations. So, as things were, they were able to live in humdrum
prosperity which gave Lewis plenty of time to browse about among his
grandfather’s old theological books, and by-and-by to become a very
sound Hebrew scholar, and spared Athalia much wholesome occupation which
would have been steadying to her eager nature. She was one of those
people who express every passing emotion, as a flower expresses each
wind that sways it upon its stalk. But with expression the emotion
ended.
“But she isn’t fickle,” Lewis had defended her once to a privileged
relation who had made the accusation, basing it on the fact that Athalia
had sewed her fingers off for the Missionary Society one winter and
done nothing the next--“Athalia ISN’T fickle,” Lewis explained;
“fickle people are insincere. Athalia is perfectly sincere, but she
is temporary; that’s all. Anyway, she wants to do something else this
winter, and ‘Thalia must have her head.”
“Your head’s better than hers, young man,” the venturesome relative
insisted.
“But it must be her head and not mine, Aunty, when it comes to doing
what she thinks is right, even if it’s wrong,” he said, smiling.
“Well, tell her she’s a little fool!” cried the old lady, viciously.
“You can’t do that with ‘Thalia,” Lewis explained, patiently, “because
it would make her unhappy. She takes everything so dreadfully hard; she
feels things more than other people do.”
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