Dosia longed to ask why, with an instant wave of resentment at this way
of speaking; a cloud seemed suddenly to have descended upon the
glittering possibilities of her future. She fixed her eyes on her
cousin, who sat in a high, slender chair, one arm gowned in yellow silk
thrown over the back of it, and her cheek upon her arm—her rich
coloring, the grace of her attitude, the sweep of her long black skirt,
made a deep impression on the mind of the little country girl, who
seemed slight and meager and insignificant to herself. And this other
woman had been loved—she had passed through all the experiences to
which Dosia looked forward. Was it that which gave her this charm thrown
over her like a gauzy veil?
“What a beautiful waist you have on!” she exclaimed impulsively. “Yellow
is such a lovely color.”
“Do you think so?” said Lois. “This is an old thing that I mended to
wear because Justin always likes it. I do wish he’d come.” She rose and
walked restlessly to the window. “I’m worried about him.”
“Yes,” said Dosia, still looking, and pleased that the remark bore out
her fancy. But she wondered; married women in Balderville looked
different—the hot Southern sun had burned the color out of their
cheeks, and the gowns they mended were of cotton, not of yellow silk;
this fresh youthfulness and self-sufficiency both attracted and
repelled, it seemed so beyond her. Her heart bounded at the thought that
Aunt Theodosia had sent money for her clothes as well as for her music
lessons.
She did not resist the second attempt to send her to bed, although
Justin was still absent. Lois had brought her all the things she needed
in the absence of her wrecked luggage, and kissed her good night with
tenderness, saying, “I hope you’ll be very happy here, Dosia,” and she
answered, “Thank you so much for having me.”
In spite of her helpless fatigue, she lay awake for a long time in her
tiny room. The brass bed, the polished floor with the crimson rug on it,
the dainty dressing-table, had all seemed charmingly luxurious and like
a book, but now that she was in darkness, she only saw vividly a pair of
sparkling eyes looking into hers, and caught the sound of a kind,
half-mocking voice. Every word of the conversation repeated itself again
to her excited mind; it was delightful to remember, because she had
acquitted herself so well; if she had replied stupidly she would have
died of vexation now. How clever he had been, and how really
considerate!—for she was glad to think that he had said foolish things
to her to keep her from breaking down.
“Do I look like a person of whom you would approve?”
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