When the other functions took place, Dosia was a success both at the
concert and the bazaar; a score of youths were introduced to her, with
whom she laughed and chatted and promenaded and danced; she danced every
time. The society of a new place is apt to appear extraordinarily
attractive until one begins to resolve it into its component parts, when
it is seen to differ but little from that one has hitherto known. Of
these dancing youths, Dosia was yet to realize that half of them were
younger even than she; some who seemed to take a great fancy for her
were the bores whom all the other girls got rid of, if possible; others
were just a little below the grade of real refinement; the really nice
fellows were not there at all, with the exception of a stray few, and
those who were attendant on their fiancées. Just at present the rhythm
of the music and the joy of motion were all in all to Dosia. Her honest
and artless pleasure shone so plainly from her face that for the moment
it was a compelling attraction in itself—for the moment, as neither
good looks, nor honesty, nor the artlessness of joy in one’s own
pleasure, serve as a power of fascination: it takes a subtler quality,
combined of both sympathy and reserve—something always given, something
always withheld.
This happiness of healthy youth, which as yet depended on no individual
note, could last but such a brief time! When she looked back upon it, it
seemed like a little sunny, transfigured place that somebody else had
lived in—the Dosia who was just glad.
Lois watched her enjoyment, half preoccupied, yet smilingly, pleased
with the girl’s prettiness and success. Dosia thought, “How kind she
is!” and yet, when another woman came to her and said, with warm
impulsiveness, “My dear child, it’s a pleasure to look at you!” she felt
that she had now the one thing she had missed.
She went to the last evening of the bazaar clad in a floating blue gown
that matched her eyes. The curve of her arms, bare to the elbow, the way
the tendrils of her hair fell across her forehead, her sudden dimpling
smile, the glad, unconscious motions of her beautiful youth, would have
made her, to those who loved, the personification of darling maidenhood,
with that haunting tinge of pathos which is the inheritance of the
woman-child.
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