There were all the little grievances which sound so infinitesimal, and
yet count up to so much when sympathy is lacking. Dosia had lived in a
Southern atmosphere and in a home which had no regular rule. She
invariably wanted to play with the children at the wrong time, and yet
perhaps did not always offer to take care of them when it would have
been a help. If Lois was busy when Justin came home at night, she would
invariably find afterwards that Dosia had swiftly poured into his
ears—in nervous loquacity at being alone with him—all the domestic
happenings of the day, so that every remark that Lois made was answered
by a “Yes; Dosia has already told me.” These slight threads, which Lois
had treasured up from which to spin a little web of interest for her
beloved, would thus be broken off short. Dosia also had a fashion of
ensconcing herself unthinkingly in Justin’s particular seat by the lamp,
in which case he sat patiently and uncomfortably in an attitude out of
the radius, or else went up-stairs to the untidy sitting-room to read by
himself, leaving Lois, with her teeth on edge, to keep company perforce
with Dosia, to whom he would not allow Lois to make protest, avowing
that he was not inconvenienced at all. He had an unvarying kindness and
sense of justice regarding the girl. But the family was like the bicycle
of concert-hall fame, built for two, and this third person jarred its
running qualities out of gear.
It was the night after Justin’s charge to her that Lois nerved herself
to broach the subject of Lawson to Dosia, who was copying some music by
the table. Both her hair and her dress were arranged with a little new
touch of elegance, but there was a droop to the corners of her mouth
that had not been there before—a suggestion of hardness or melancholy
or defiance, it would have been difficult to say which.
Justin was getting ready to go out, and Lois could hear his footsteps as
he walked up and down above. She hated to begin, and her very reluctance
gave a chill tone to her voice as she said temporizingly, “Dosia, please
don’t keep Reginald out so late again as you did this afternoon. It is
too cold.”
“We only went to the post-office; he said he was warm.”
Dosia, who had generously curtailed her practicing to take the mother’s
place, felt ill-used.
“I know; but it was too late for him. His feet were as cold as ice. I am
_so_ afraid of croup.”
“I’m sorry,” said Dosia, in a low voice. “I won’t do it again.”
“Well, never mind that now.” Lois hesitated, and then took the plunge:
“I want to speak to you about Lawson Barr, Dosia.”
Dosia’s color, which came and went so prettily when she spoke, always
left her when she was really moved, or at the times when girls
ordinarily blush. She turned pale now and her eyes became defiant, but
she did not answer.
The other stumbled along, sorry and ashamed, as if she were the culprit:
“People have been commenting—I hear that he has been with you a great
deal lately.”
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