The arrival of one of their club friends, who came to inscribe his name
at Jaubourg's, and who stopped a moment on the sidewalk to exchange a
few words of condolence with them, enabled Landri to avoid replying.
When, three hours later, he at last found himself alone in his
compartment of the Saint-Mihiel train, he was sorely exhausted, terribly
broken by that murderous day, the hardest of his whole life. Before,
during and after the dinner, which they ate tête-à-tête, M. de
Claviers had said many other things the unconscious cruelty of which had
kept the young man on the rack. But as he lay back in the carriage,
lulled by the monotonous clamor of the train, which translated itself
into distinct syllables, it was those declarations on the stairway,
those words concerning the inventories, which recurred to his mind,
endlessly. In them were combined his melancholy premonitions of the
hours preceding the terrible crisis and the drama which was already
resulting from that crisis itself.
"But wherein has anything changed in my situation, so far as that
possibility is concerned?" he asked himself. "Didn't I know how he felt
on that point, and that he would be immovable? But yes, there is a
difference. Before I learned what I have learned, his theory of the duty
of the noble had some meaning to me. It has none now. I am not a
Claviers-Grandchamp, I am not a noble. The things that are valuable to
them have no value to the son of a Jaubourg! He talked to me about
honor! Honor! To me! But what I ought most of all to long for, is to be
mixed up in one of these affairs, to have to execute an order contrary
to all his ideas, and to act as I had made up my mind to act--before. He
will curse me? So much the better! So much the better! We shall never
meet again? So much the better! I could not stand such conversations as
that of this evening. I should betray myself. Indeed, this one went
beyond my strength. I love him too dearly! And who wouldn't love him? He
is so worthy of being loved!"
The physical and moral personality of the marquis was reproduced before
his mind with the accuracy and distinctness which long-continued
familiar intercourse produces. Handsome, intellectual, generous,
affectionate, entertaining, so kindly-natured and so perfect a type of
the _grand seigneur_, the "Émigré" had prestige, he had charm, and he
had been subjected to the atrocious outrage! That infamous deed provoked
an outburst of revolt from the son of the culprit.
"How could any one betray such a man? And prefer to him--whom? O mother!
mother!"
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