Landri was alone now. He could give free vent to the emotion that was
suffocating him. Lying prone on the cushions of the carriage, he wept at
last, and for a long, long while. All the tears that he had not shed
during the day he shed now,--those that he had forced back in
Valentine's presence, by an heroic effort of his will; those that he had
forbade himself to display to the indifferent curiosity of the
passers-by during his mad rush across Paris, and those that he had not
let fall when he was talking with M. de Claviers, within two yards of
the death-bed and later at the restaurant. And at the same time that his
heart found relief in tears a reaction took place in his mind. For the
first time since the dying man had begun to speak to him, he tried to
doubt.
"But she is my mother!" he sobbed. "And I believed that of her
instantly! Instantly, without inquiry, without proof!"
Inquiry! Alas! is there need of inquiry to make one believe what is
visible, what is before one's eyes?--Proof?--But a fact is itself a
proof, and the dying man was that evidence, that proof, that fact. His
face, his movements, his voice returned to Landri's memory. As plainly
as he saw the cushions of that commonplace compartment in their gray
coverings, the lamp in the ceiling, and the nocturnal landscape flitting
past the windows, he had seen a father die, bidding his son a despairing
farewell. He had seen a woman's lover haunted, possessed, deluded by the
memory of that woman. The dying man's outcries were not evidence: they
were reality, unquestionable, undeniable,--the fact, the indestructible
fact.--Doubt? No, Landri could not doubt. One by one he reviewed the
details of that scene, which had been so short--as short as the time
required to swallow a glass of poison, which, once it has passed into
the veins, freezes the very well-spring of life.
Among these details there was one, the threatening nature of which had
not made itself manifest to him until that moment, adding a new terror
to his agony. "The child shall have everything, everything," the sick
man had groaned; and, addressing his imaginary enemies: "You sha'n't
prevent that. I have found a way." Did these words mean that Jaubourg
had left Landri his whole fortune by his will? It was not possible that
that man, prudent as he was, and so intent upon concealing his paternity
that he had forbidden himself ever to embrace his son, should have
contradicted the whole tenor of his life, in cold blood, by such a step!
Was the way that he had found, a gift through a third person?
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