He could not assume any other attitude, but the contrast was too great
between this sudden outburst and the carefully guarded attention of a
few moments before. They who simulate emotions always miss their
imitation of reality in some detail. They exaggerate the symptoms or
distort them. For instance, the impostors who feign an attack of
vertigo, and who fall with their hands extended to protect themselves.
The genuine epileptic, being hurled to the ground as it were, has no
time to take that precaution. The error, in this case, was the sudden
change from premeditated indifference to extreme rage, without
transition. The protest, too emphatic in his too abrupt somersault, was
not sincere.
"Yes," the dishonest steward persisted none the less, "I told you the
truth, and it is incredible to me that you, my son, should be the one to
take sides against me with these great nobles whom you know only by
hearsay! I know them, I do, from having undergone innumerable
humiliations at their hands which I have always concealed from you. In
their eyes a man is of no account when he doesn't belong to their caste.
They wouldn't do you a material injury. They are very careful in that
respect, from pride. But as to other injuries, no. I expected better
things from Landri. Evidently he's no better than his father. Papers are
missing from Jaubourg's apartments, certificates of stock, I suppose?
They think at once of _us_, of _us_, mind you, of you as well as myself!
Do I conclude from that that they mean to accuse you of dishonesty? Not
at all. But you conclude that they do mean to accuse me! It is
incredible! But the dishonesty was in coming here to insult you and your
father! And you listened to my gentleman? And when he proved to you, by
the mere fact of coming here, his absolute lack of perspicacity, you
questioned him about me?--How many times must I tell you that Monsieur
de Claviers did not part with me, but I parted with him, and for the
reason that Landri admitted: he talked about confusion in my accounts,
when there was no confusion in anything but his expenditure, which was
insane! What Landri did not tell you is that I warned him personally of
the marquis's impending ruin, in order to save his fortune. Just ask him
about that. We will see whether he will dare to deny that conversation
at Grandchamp when I gave him the exact figures. I swear it, on your
mother's head and your sister's. If he had listened to me he wouldn't
have lost a sou. And this is how he rewards me! But he isn't my son, and
you, Pierre, have been too unjust to me, too ungrateful. I have only
lived and worked for you all, for you especially. I have tried to spare
you all the miseries of the breadwinner which crushed me at your age.
You were intelligent and hard-working. I kept you at home, so that you
could give your time to science as you chose, and prepare for your
examinations, while your comrades were wearing themselves out with
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