patients; and you have forgotten all my sacrifices!--Ah! it's too
horrible!"
"For the very reason that I am living on your benefactions," replied the
physician with savage asperity, "I cannot endure certain ideas. And
those ideas," he continued still more harshly, "let us admit that it is,
as you say, horrible to entertain them. It is a fact that I do entertain
them. Would you like me to tell you why? Landri de Claviers' conduct has
nothing to do with it. The change in you that I have noticed these last
weeks has given them to me, nothing else. Since you left Grandchamp you
are not the same man. I see it with my eyes. I see that you are
suffering. You are growing thin. You don't eat. You don't sleep. You
have some persistent trouble that you cannot hide, and I too am
beginning to have one, I feel it growing and taking possession of me--it
is suspicion. I do not want it. We must not both play at madness. Let us
have more pride. A father and son should not exchange such words as
these twice. There is one way of putting an end to them. It is too late
to-day," he added, looking at the clock; "but to-morrow, at eleven,
after the Hôtel-Dieu, I'll call for you, and we will go together to Rue
du Faubourg-Saint-Honoré. We will ask to speak with the marquis. You
will tell him, or, if you prefer, I will, that there are rumors abroad.
And it is true. Louvet has changed his manner to me since you left the
Claviers. These rumors have reached our ears. We have come to ask him to
cut them short by declaring publicly, and first of all before me, that
he has nothing to reproach you with in your stewardship that affects
your honor. I will demand that he put that declaration in writing for
me, if necessary."
"I will not do it!" cried Chaffin, his eyes bulging out with terror as,
in imagination, they saw M. de Claviers. "I will not do it! You talk
about pride, and yet you don't see that you are proposing to me a
nameless humiliation, worse than all the rest!"
"What, pray?" his son quickly retorted. "What humiliation is there in
going to a man as to whom you have nothing to reproach yourself with,
and claiming from him reparation for involuntary injustice? Tell me,
when Louvet and I--and how many others that I don't know!--may have
received an unfavorable impression of your quarrel with Monsieur de
Claviers, is not that an injustice, if the quarrel was a mere caprice on
his part? And is he not responsible for it by the exaggerated
indignation which you claim that he has shown?"
"People may think what they choose," interposed Chaffin. "I won't go up
that man's stairs. I won't go to his house. I won't go."
"Very good," said Pierre, "then I shall go alone."
"You won't put that affront on me?" the father implored. "You shall not
go! I forbid you. To humiliate yourself is to humiliate me. We are one
as to that. You must obey me."
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