This excitation of his paternal love was due to the same malevolence,
born of his abortive destiny, that filled him with implacable hatred of
his noble and magnificent employer. That most excellent sentiments can
exist in the same heart with evil sentiments, and criminal resolutions
inspired by the latter justify themselves by the former, is a fact of
every-day observation, as disconcerting as it is indisputable. It
explains why the great legislators, who were also great psychologists,
always strove to punish acts in themselves, without seeking the intent
with which they were committed. The decadence of civic justice began
with this search for the intent, which, in healthy societies, is left to
religion to deal with. The Church can still find reasons for pardoning a
Chaffin for his crimes, when human tribunals, taking cognizance of his
case, owe him naught save the galleys.
"If he ever finds that out," said the guilty father to himself, in that
vigil of anguish, "he will leave me. He will go away from the house. His
mother and sister will insist on knowing, too. They will guess the
truth. At any price, Pierre must remain in ignorance. But how?"
Then it was that in that mind, already exhausted by the stings of
conscience, an idea began to take root. It occurred to him to go
himself, about nine o'clock, while his son was at the Hôtel-Dieu, and
throw himself at the marquis's feet. He would implore him not to
dishonor him in Pierre's eyes. M. de Claviers was generous. He would
take pity on him. He would promise not to speak. He would not speak. But
to appear before Madame de Claviers' husband after he had, like a
dastard, dealt him that despicable blow of the anonymous letter, was
beyond the Judas's courage. He could not even endure the thought. There
had been, in the attitude maintained by that proud man since he had
received the letter of his wife, testifying to her liaison with Jaubourg
and the illegitimacy of the child, a mystery which terrified Chaffin. He
divined therein a bottomless abyss of suffering over which it would be
too horrible for him to lean.
Landri's visit to Pierre had intensified that puzzled sensation. His
inquiries concerning papers said to have been stolen from Jaubourg
implied that the young count was informed of the anonymous letter. Had
M. de Claviers shown it to him? If so, why? Why, so that Landri might
institute this inquiry, of course! And with what object, if not to
unearth the holder of the "other documents"? Chaffin recalled those
words in his letter, which was written in the paroxysm of nervous
excitement caused by the gratification of long-cherished hate. He had
added to it, in pure wantonness, a threat of blackmail which he had
never intended to put in execution.
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