"Because of that very identity of interest, I shall not obey you,"
rejoined the son. "Your honor is my honor. I propose to know whether the
money I am living on is pure. At eleven o'clock to-morrow I shall be
there. I hope you will be there too. But if you are not, I shall go in
alone. Nothing on earth, you understand, nothing shall prevent my having
an explanation with Monsieur de Claviers, unless--"
"Unless what?" queried Chaffin breathlessly. "Go on."
"Unless you tell me that your leaving his service was for a different
reason, and what it was."
"I can't invent one," the father replied.
"Then I can't understand your objections to a step which, I tell you
once more, I must take in order to put an end to an intolerable state of
mind."
"Well!" said Chaffin, after a pause, "do it, since you no longer believe
in your father; but remember this, that I will never forgive you."
An awkward and ill-timed attempt at paternal dignity, which lacked the
accent, the expression, the gesture, in a word the inimitable and
irresistible reality, which Pierre craved as he craved bread and water,
air and light! Chaffin resorted to it, however, as a desperate effort to
prevent that visit, the threat of which had sent a stream of fire
running through his veins. What an evening and night he passed under the
apprehension of that hour, which every minute brought nearer, when his
shamefully wronged employer and his idolized son should be face to face!
The young man did not dine at home, in order to avoid meeting his
father. The latter heard him come in about midnight. A mad temptation
assailed him, as he heard that well-known step, to rise and go to him
and confess everything. But no. Pierre's terrible words were still
ringing in his ears: "I propose to know whether the money I am living on
is pure." How could he bear to tell that boy, whose probity was so
absolute, that that money was not pure, that the little fortune, by
virtue of which he was pursuing his studies, almost without practising,
was, in part, stolen! For that was really one of the motives that had
led Chaffin into rascality: his passionate desire to assure his son
Pierre immunity from his own laborious life was his revenge for his
semi-menial position. He had imagined him physician to the hospitals,
professor in the Faculty, member of the Académie de Medicine, perhaps
of the Institute.
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