In his unreasoning excitement he had walked heedlessly, from street to
street, as far as the network that encompasses the Department of the
Interior. He was quite near Rue du Faubourg-Saint-Honoré, where the
town mansion of the Claviers-Grandchamps is situated. There his mother
had died. There he had lived ever since with--By what name should he
call henceforth the man whom he loved and should always love as a son
loves his father, and who was nothing at all to him, nothing more than a
great-souled honorable man, outraged by the most terrible of affronts,
by those of the flesh of which his flesh was the offspring? The thought
of seeing that house again was abhorrent to the wretched youth. He had
given the cabman Madame Olier's address. As he was preparing to turn
into Rue des Saussaies, Landri knocked on the glass as if he would break
it. He ordered the man to go by way of Rue de Suresnes, Boulevard
Malesherbes, and Rue Royale. The mere aspect of the quarter in which he
had passed his childhood was, physically, intolerable to him. He closed
his eyes that he might recognize nothing. But in that crisis of his life
what impression could he receive that would not make him cry out in
pain?
And now he was going to Valentine. To tell her what? To ask her
what?--The cab had crossed Place de la Concorde, passed through Rue de
Bourgogne and Rue Barbet-de-Jouy, and was rumbling over the pavement of
Rue Monsieur; and he was still asking himself that question, without
finding any reply thereto. To have conceived that ghastly suspicion,
that certainty, alas! concerning Madame de Claviers and his own birth,
was such a disgrace to begin with! To put that idea in words, even to
Valentine, especially to Valentine, would be a crime! The affection of a
son for his mother bears so sacred a character, all the loving energies
of our being combine so powerfully to make her a creature apart from all
others, purer, more irreproachable, more venerable! Was Landri to
overstep the bounds of that respect which he alone could never cease to
feel for Madame de Claviers, whatever she might have done? Should he
repeat, voluntarily, knowingly, those terrible words torn from a dying
man by the approach of the death-agony,--words by which he himself, as
soon as he had heard them, was, as it were, stunned, ay, struck dead?
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