What mysterious and discomposing impulse of his perturbed heart did he
obey in leaving the station at his right and directing his steps towards
the Seine, and, from the river, to Rue de Solferino again? The
explanation is that, amid the tumult of his chaotic emotions, one image
had incessantly besieged his mind--that of the dying man, whose hands,
wet with sweat, he seemed still to feel wandering over his face, whose
short breath, tearing cough and spasmodic voice he could hear through
space. That man had done him a great wrong, but how large a place he
filled all of a sudden among his obsessions! That sinful paternity, so
brutally disclosed, agitated him without touching him. And yet it was
paternity none the less. His flesh quivered at the memory of those
farewell caresses. He felt a pang of remorse to think of leaving the
city where the unhappy man was breathing his last, without having
inquired for him, without having tried to see him once more.
He crossed Pont Royal, walked the length of Quai d'Orsay, and turned
into that ill-omened street. This time, men were engaged in taking away
the straw from before the house; it was useless now and would deaden no
more the loud rumbling of the carriages. Landri's heart contracted, then
beat fast again, when, having entered the lodge to ask for details, he
was informed by the concierge, with the stilted manner of a man of the
people who announces bad news, feeling that he has a share in its
importance:--
"Monsieur Jaubourg died about one o'clock, almost immediately after
Monsieur le Comte went away. It seems that he did not suffer. He knew
nothing at all afterward. His head had gone. To think of that being
possible--such an intelligent gentleman! If Monsieur le Comte cares to
go up, he will find Monsieur le Marquis de Claviers there."
"My father?" exclaimed the young man. One does not unlearn in a few
moments a habit contracted at the awakening of one's earliest
affections. He heard himself utter that exclamation, and shuddered,
while the other continued:--
"Monsieur le Marquis arrived half an hour ago. He knew nothing. It was I
who informed him of the unfortunate event. He was like one
thunderstruck. He could not believe it. 'If I had come this morning,' he
said, 'I should have seen him. I could have bade him adieu.'--Oh! he was
terribly grieved. It will do him good to see Monsieur le Comte."
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