Curiosity, also, to see how Daphne would behave on the occasion was an
additional motive for going; and, poor fool that I was, I thought of
the trembling handclasp, the blush, and the sweet glance that a woman
seldom fails to bestow on the man who has once expressed his love for
her.
Christmas Eve, midnight, found me on board the packet-boat steaming out
of Calais Harbour. The sea was singularly smooth, and there was in the
air that which gave promise of a heavy fall of snow ere long. Wrapped
in my cloak, I leaned over the side of the vessel, listening to the
silver carillon of the church-bells pealing forth from every steeple
and belfry in the town the glad tidings that the sweet and solemn
morn of the Nativity had dawned. Faintly and more faintly the chimes
sounded over the wide expanse of glimmering sea, till they were finally
lost in the distance.
At first my thoughts were gloomy. To play the stoic is never a very
pleasant task. Yet I was not totally abandoned to despair. A ray of
hope played over my mind, and, as the distance that separated me from
Daphne diminished, this hope gradually became stronger and stronger.
_Nil desperandum_ should be my motto. The wedding had not taken place
yet; weddings have been broken off at the very altar: why should not
hers be? Foolish though it may seem, I began to nurse the pleasing
idea that Fate might yet transfer Daphne to my arms. As if my wish
had become a certainty, I trod the deck of the Channel steamer with
exultant step, refusing to go below, although the wintry flakes were
falling now in steady earnest. Such is the power of hope over the human
mind; or is it something more than a poetic fiction that coming events
cast their shadows before?
I was roused at length from dreamland by the sight of Dover Harbour
looming through the snow-dotted gloom of night.
At the pier-head a lantern shone, and among the persons assembled
beneath its light a soldierly-looking figure in a long grey coat was
visible. It was my brother George. His presence on the pier seemed, in
my excited state of mind, a confirmation of the daring hope I had begun
to entertain.
"The dear fellow!" I murmured. "He has come down expressly to meet me,
and to resign Daphne to me."
As our vessel drew alongside the pier I waved my hand to him, but at
this greeting he instantly vanished. This was certainly a surprise. Why
did he not await my landing?
I was the first to quit the steamer, and, emerging from the inspection
of the Revenue officials, I looked eagerly around for my brother. He
was not to be seen on any part of the pier.
Was I mistaken as to the identity? The figure, the face, the very
carriage--all seemed to be his. Stay! Was this an ocular illusion! Had
my mind been dwelling so earnestly on my brother as to stamp on the
retina of my eye an image that had no corresponding objective reality
outside myself? Would this account for the peculiar manner in which the
figure had vanished?
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