But, as well as the pressure of his business and the weight of his
crime, he had other difficulties to endure. He still entertained his
friends with his usual hospitality and good grace, but the condition of
the inner circle of his domestic life grew daily harder and harder to
bear.
The eccentricity of Mrs. Grey developed with time, and, still more
unfortunately, the terrible infirmity to which she had given way
increased upon her with the years.
She was childless; she was alone all day in that great strange house;
few people called upon her, and she rarely went out. Her husband was
always kind in manner towards her, and she could ask for nothing he
would not get her. But she knew he and she were not one, that they never
had been one, that they never could be one.
Mr. Grey did not lunch at home, so that Mrs. Grey usually had luncheon
by herself, except upon the rare occasions when one of her few
acquaintances called and stayed.
Seldom Mr. Grey dined out; often he had someone to dine with him, and
often he gave parties. All this caused Mrs. Grey to be much by herself,
and solitude was, for one of her disposition and tendency, fatal.
By little and little the disastrous habit grew. It was most carefully
concealed from the servants. At first Grey had tried to effect a cure;
then, despairing of that, he strove with all his skill to avoid a
scandal.
With that view he had a little cupboard fitted up in the only room
furnished in the Tower. For this cupboard he got two keys--one for
himself, and one for his wife. In giving her the key he had said
quietly:
"In future you will find the wine for ordinary purposes in the new
cupboard; so that you may not have the trouble of sending to the cellar
for it, or in case I am out and you want more than is decanted, you can
get it there. You will always have some there without sending to the
cellar for it."
"But we don't want any more than is decanted--so few people call," said
the wife tremulously.
"I know, I know. But someone may call, and as I keep the key of the
cellar you might find yourself in a difficult position. Take this key of
the cupboard, and here is the key of the room itself; there is only one
other key, and I have that. The room is the quietest in the whole house.
_The door locks on either the in or the outside._ The room is
comfortably done up, and you can make any use you please of it. If you
feel worried, or not very well, and wish to get away from the annoyance
of the servants, you can go and lie down a while there."
These precautions were deplorable and degrading. All the love he had
once borne this woman had died; and although he carefully concealed his
feelings towards her, he had at last come to regard her with loathing.
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