She was in no way responsible for the disasters which had fallen on his
business; she furnished no excuse for the crime he had committed, but
she was one of the elements in his misfortune; and now that she had
fallen into an odious fault, he resolved to put no impediment in her
downward career, so long as her descent did not become apparent or
public.
It was a sad development of the romantic and chivalric story of Wat
Grey's wooing. But then, so long as Daneford knew nothing of the decay
of that romance or the decline of that chivalry, the fact that both
were going--gone, was of little moment to Wat Grey.
His embezzlement of the money had taught him that damaging facts had
no injurious influence with the public--so long as the facts were
carefully concealed. He found crime an easier burden than he had
expected, and in place of his old dread of crime itself he had now a
dread of disclosure only. If he had grown to hate his wife, what
then--so long as no one knew of it.
Up to this point Fate seemed to have played deliberately into his hands.
He had ruined himself in Southern expectations, Fate had put more than
half a million of money into his power, and he had extricated his
fortune. An unlucky turn of the die might have betrayed him, and given
him up to worse destruction than the former, but all came round as
though he had the ordering of events. Not only was there to be no
immediate call for that money, no immediate investigation into accounts
with a checking of documents and an examination of affairs, but he was
appointed supreme custodian of the whole property, and, for upwards of a
year from the old man's death, no enquiry disadvantageous to him could
be set on foot.
Suppose the old man were to die soon, and business were to keep on the
disastrous lines it had adopted of late? What then?
What then?
Many and many a day he put that question to himself in the morning
before he broke his fast; and again at night before he went to bed he
repeated this terrible question--unanswered.
And the more he pondered over this question the less he liked to look at
the answer. Not that the simple and direct answer appalled him, for
that had been familiar to his mind for some time; the simple answer was,
Ruin--Self-imposed Death.
That was the positive answer to the question; but that did not affright
him _now_, though it had terrified him at first.
He was still what might be called a young man, for he carried his
five-and-forty years more easily than many another man carried thirty.
He was not a whit insensible to the many physical and social personal
advantages he possessed. He knew he was a favourite wherever he went. He
knew he was good-looking. He knew he was clever.
He knew he was married.
His wife had brought him nothing worth speaking of--not position,
happiness. He had been everything to her, and how poorly had she
requited him! It was only by the utmost care he avoided a damning
scandal alighting upon his name through her.
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