"Like him! Of course I do. He is a man after my own heart. So
open-minded and full of go, of animal spirits. You very seldom find a
man who has been long out of Europe retain his animal spirits. The
inhabitants of Asia and Africa are always afraid of sunstroke or snakes,
tigers or tyrants. In the tropics no one ever makes a joke. Life is
always serious there. Who ever heard of an Eastern Joe Miller? No; they
have proverbs and poetry, but no jokes. When you are always expecting
to find a snake coiled round the leg of the table, or an official
waiting outside the door with a drawn sword to cut off your head, you
are afraid to laugh. Now what I admire most in Sir William is that,
although he has been long in Africa, he has kept his animal spirits
unimpaired. Isn't it a great blessing?"
"Yes," answered Maud, in amazement.
"I know it is not what very straitlaced people would like, but the views
he holds of all serious things are most diverting. I am very sorry I had
to go away while he was here. It is such a privilege to meet a man like
him--a man of the world who knows everything, and can laugh at the
weaknesses and follies of the world, under which heads of weaknesses and
follies he classes much of what smug respectability calls the Generous
and Noble Aspirations of Men. I will not say I hold his views, but I
hold my sides when he tells them. Did you hear any of his stories?"
"No, Mr. Grey," answered Maud, ready to cry. Was there really this
other, this light and frivolous side to her cousin's character? She
could hardly believe it. Yet here was Mr. Grey telling her about it, and
no one could think of doubting Mr. Grey's word.
"Ah! Quite so. Yes. It is likely he thought you might not care for them.
They might seem profane to you. I have been most unwise. I felt sure he
had told them to you. He might be displeased with me if he knew I had
mentioned them to you. Will you promise not to allude to them when you
speak or write to him? I daresay he will write to you, and you will
write to him."
"He promised to write, and I promised to write to him."
What a revelation was in the banker's words! Could it be her cousin had
two sides? If it was so, where did the insincerity end? This was a
miserable discovery after she had lifted him up in her mind as a perfect
model of what a man should be.
"Of course you will write to your guardian and your only cousin; but
mind you are not to say anything about what I have been saying to you. I
should not mind speaking of it to him in your presence, but a thing of
that kind in black and white looks very bad. Have you heard from him
yet?"
"Yes; I got a note saying he was about to set off. It was written
yesterday."
Her face looked wan and weary. It was disenchanting to hear all this of
Cousin William. How could it be?
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