To Maud the idea was not only novel, but a little shocking at first. She
had been in the habit of classing him with her father. Now for the first
time she had come to think of him as a man who was not only not nearly
so old as her father, but relatively young.
All at once the recent change in his manner towards her struck her, and,
little as had been her experience of the world, or her knowledge of its
ways, she could not but see a desire on Mr. Grey's part to be
particularly agreeable to her. This, coupled with the fact that she
could no longer regard him as a man the events of whose life were merely
awaiting the final audit to be posted into the eternal ledger, made her
feel an awakened interest in him. He was a new man, an individuality
hitherto unexplored.
Another thing struck her at the same time.
Her cousin, whom she had taken as a grave, serious-minded, chivalric
soul, turned out to have two sides to his character. When not with her,
he could be light, trivial, profane.
The banker also had two sides to his character. He was robust, honest,
jovial, in general. But at home sorrow and loneliness were eating him
away in the house where once he had been happy with the wife so suddenly
taken from his side.
What a strange discovery! Were all men who were not as old as her
father double-sided like these? She should not like to ask even Mrs.
Grant that question. Then what a contrast did these two men afford: the
one assuming or wearing naturally towards her the manner of earnest
collectedness, while towards others he showed questionable levity; the
other showing her a steady brightness, while in reality his heart was
consumed by a great sorrow! Were all men like these? How wonderful it
seemed!
The contrast revealed to her by these two men first aroused Maud
Midharst to perceive men's minds and ways differed widely from the minds
and ways of women. Of old she had known men were stronger than women,
had greater capacity for affairs, more knowledge of the world and more
wisdom. Until now she had never reached the fact that there were in the
minds of men faculties differing from those of women, not only in
quality and intensity, but also in kind. Instantly her wonder at the
superiority of men left her. She no longer felt astonished at disparity
between mental faculties common to men and women. She suddenly awakened
to a curiosity never felt before. She was now interested in all things
which enabled her to discover where the thoughts of men differed from
the thoughts of women.
When she had heard her cousin speak on the day her father was buried,
she had felt surprise and interest. What he said had given her a
pleasant shock. Now she had gone a post farther on the great road of
life. She had learned to speculate.
CHAPTER V.
"A WOMAN OF NO NAME."
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