The journey fatigued him; and change of air, even when from a good into
a worse atmosphere, being beneficial, he slept soundly that night, and
awoke with less sense of distraction, less difficulty in collecting his
thoughts.
In Grey's youth he had spent much time in London, and knew portions of
the town, those west of Tottenham Court Road and Trafalgar Square, very
well. But he had little acquaintance with the City, and none with the
east. He had been frequently in the City on banking business, and knew
the ten streets confluent round the Bank. But the bulk of the City was
an unknown land to him.
Change was what he sought. Novelty without solitude. Therefore, instead
of the quiet hotel in Jermyn Street, where he usually put up, he found
himself this morning in a large City hotel not a bow-shot from the
cathedral of St. Paul.
A while he lay awake listening to the tremulous mutter of the City
traffic. What a contrast, these groans of wheels and clatters of hoofs
with the morning silence about the Manor House. Here, the walls
vibrated, the solid ground shook, the air fluttered against the
window-panes with the sway of bodies moving ceaselessly hither and
thither. There, no sound came in upon the desert realms of the morning
silence but the faint twitter of a bird or the far-off crack of a
carter's whip or a sportsman's gun.
Would it not be better for him to stop here always?
Here were no suggestions of the disastrous past. No one knew him here.
Suppose he burnt down the Manor House, took twenty thousand pounds out
of the Bank, changed his name, disguised himself, and came to live in
the middle of roaring London? Ambition he would abandon. Blows had come
so heavily and so quickly, the ambition had been beaten out of him.
Security and peace were what he yearned for. Security and peace. Peace.
If he lived in this great whirlpool in the ocean of Man, the shoutings
of his fellows would drown the memories of his ears. Who could hear the
whisperings of a woman's dress in the tumult of this great city, with
its turmoil of multitudinous wheels and clangour of innumerable bells?
Here he could take his ease for the rest of his life, and drown the
vague hideous whispers of the dead in the loud-toned wrangles of the
living.
There was, however, no necessity for his now changing his name or
adopting disguises. He had some days to rest and recruit. When these had
passed it would be time enough for him to think of precautions.
He went out after breakfast, and strolled along streets he had never
been in before.
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