Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
‘Father’s going to cut down his allowance,’ she declared, ‘if he doesn’t
stop hanging about that woman. Oh, I’m sorry! I always forget she’s your
friend—’ Then looking at Stephen with inquisitive eyes: ‘But I can’t
understand that friendship of yours; for one thing, how _can_ you put up
with Crossby?’ And Stephen knew that yet once again, county gossip was
rife about her.
Violet was going to be married in September, they would then live in
London, for Alec was a barrister. Their house, it seemed, was already
bespoken: ‘A perfect duck of a house in Belgravia,’ where Violet
intended to entertain largely on the strength of a bountiful parent
Peacock. She was in the highest possible fettle these days, invested
with an enormous importance in her own eyes, as also in those of her
neighbours. Oh, yes, the whole world smiled broadly on Violet and her
Alec: ‘Such a charming young couple,’ said the world, and at once
proceeded to shower them with presents. Apostle teaspoons arrived in
their dozens, so did coffee-pots, cream-jugs and large fish slices; to
say nothing of a heavy silver bowl from the Hunt, and a massive salver
from the grateful Scottish tenants.
On the wedding day not a few eyes would be wet at the sight of so
youthful a man and maiden ‘joined together in an honourable estate,
instituted of God in the time of man’s innocency.’ For such ancient
traditions—in spite of the fact that man’s innocency could not even
survive one bite of an apple shared with a woman—are none the less apt
to be deeply moving. There they would kneel, the young newly wed, ardent
yet sanctified by a blessing, so that all, or at least nearly all, they
would do, must be considered both natural and pleasing to a God in the
image of man created. And the fact that this God, in a thoughtless
moment, had created in His turn those pitiful thousands who must stand
for ever outside His blessing, would in no way disturb the large
congregation or their white surpliced pastor, or the couple who knelt on
the gold-braided, red velvet cushions. And afterwards there would be
plentiful champagne to warm the cooling blood of the elders, and much
shaking of hands and congratulating, and many kind smiles for the bride
and her bridegroom. Some might even murmur a fleeting prayer in their
hearts, as the two departed: ‘God bless them!’
So now Stephen must actually learn at first hand how straight can run
the path of true love, in direct contradiction to the time-honoured
proverb. Must realize more clearly than ever, that love is only
permissible to those who are cut in every respect to life’s pattern;
must feel like some ill-conditioned pariah, hiding her sores under lies
and pretences. And after those visits of Violet Antrim’s, her spirits
would be at a very low ebb, for she had not yet gained that steel-bright
courage which can only be forged in the furnace of affliction, and which
takes many weary years in the forging.
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