Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
It was past ten o’clock when she got back to Morton: ‘Has Angela Crossby
rung up?’ she inquired of Puddle, who appeared to have been waiting in
the hall.
‘No, she hasn’t!’ snapped Puddle, who was getting to the stage when she
hated the mere name of Angela Crossby. Then she added: ‘You look like
nothing on earth; in your place I’d go to bed at once, Stephen.’
‘You go to bed, Puddle, if you’re tired—where’s Mother?’
‘In her bath. For heaven’s sake do come to bed! I can’t bear to see you
looking as you do these days.’
‘I’m all right.’
‘No, you’re not, you’re all wrong. Go and look at your face.’
‘I don’t very much want to, it doesn’t attract me,’ smiled Stephen.
So Puddle went angrily up to her room, leaving Stephen to sit with a
book in the hall near the telephone bell, in case Angela should ring.
And there, like the faithful creature she was, she must sit on all
through the night, patiently waiting. But when the first tinges of dawn
greyed the window and the panes of the semi-circular fanlight, she left
her chair stiffly, to pace up and down, filled with a longing to be near
this woman, if only to stand and keep watch in her garden—Snatching up
a coat she went out to her car.
3
She left the motor at the gates of The Grange, and walked up the drive,
taking care to tread softly. The air had an indefinable smell of dew and
of very newly born morning. The tall, ornate Tudor chimneys of the house
stood out gauntly against a brightening sky, and as Stephen crept into
the small herb garden, one tentative bird had already begun singing—but
his voice was still rather husky from sleep. She stood there and
shivered in her heavy coat; the long night of vigil had devitalized her.
She was sometimes like this now—she would shiver at the least
provocation, the least sign of fatigue, for her splendid physical
strength was giving, worn out by its own insistence.
She dragged the coat more closely around her, and stared at the house
which was reddening with sunrise. Her heart beat anxiously, fearfully
even, as though in some painful anticipation of she knew not what—every
window was dark except one or two that were fired by the sunrise. How
long she stood there she never knew, it might have been moments, it
might have been a lifetime; and then suddenly there was something that
moved—the little oak door that led into that garden. It moved
cautiously, opening inch by inch, until at last it was standing wide
open, and Stephen saw a man and a woman who turned to clasp as though
neither of them could endure to be parted from the arms of the other;
and as they clung there together and kissed, they swayed
unsteadily—drunk with loving.
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