Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
Her mind slipped back and back over the years until it recaptured the
coming of Raftery—grey-coated and slender, and his eyes as soft as an
Irish morning, and his courage as bright as an Irish sunrise, and his
heart as young as the wild, eternally young heart of Ireland. She
remembered what they had said to each other. Raftery had said: ‘I will
carry you bravely, I will, serve you all the days of my life.’ She had
answered: ‘I will care for you night and day, Raftery—all the days of
your life.’ She remembered their first run with hounds together—she a
youngster of twelve, he a youngster of five. Great deeds they had done
on that day together, at least they had seemed like great deeds to
them—she had had a kind of fire in her heart as she galloped astride of
Raftery. She remembered her father, his protective back, so broad, so
kind, so patiently protective; and towards the end it had stooped a
little as though out of kindness it carried a burden. Now she knew whose
burden that back had been bearing so that it stooped a little. He had
been very proud of the fine Irish horse, very proud of his small and
courageous rider: ‘Steady, Stephen!’ but his eyes had been bright like
Raftery’s. ‘Steady on, Stephen, we’re coming to a stiff one!’ but once
they were over he had turned round and smiled, as he had done in the
days when the impudent Collins had stretched his inadequate legs to
their utmost to keep up with the pace of the hunters.
Long ago, it all seemed a long time ago. A long road it seemed, leading
where? She wondered. Her father had gone away into its shadows, and now
after him, limping a little, went Raftery; Raftery with hollows above
his eyes and down his grey neck that had once been so firm; Raftery
whose splendid white teeth were now yellowed and too feeble to bite up
his carrot.
The train jogged and swayed so that once the horse stumbled. Springing
up, she stretched out her hand to soothe him. He seemed glad of her
hand: ‘Don’t be frightened, Raftery. Did that hurt you?’ Raftery
acquainted with pain on the road that led into the shadows.
Presently the hills showed over on the left, but a long way off, and
when they came nearer they were suddenly very near on the right, so near
that she saw the white houses on them. They looked dark; a kind of
still, thoughtful darkness brooded over the hills and their low white
houses. It was always so in the late afternoons, for the sun moved
across to the wide Wye Valley—it would set on the western side of the
hills, over the wide Wye Valley. The smoke from the chimney-stacks bent
downwards after rising a little and formed a blue haze, for the air was
heavy with spring and dampness. Leaning from the window she could smell
the spring, the time of mating, the time of fruition. When the train
stopped a minute outside the station she fancied that she heard the
singing of birds; very softly it came but the sound was persistent—yes,
surely, that was the singing of birds. . . .
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